Sunday, October 31, 2004
Yeahz!!! going to the end of the month soon.. siao lahz.. y i cheer??? "O" level is just round the conner.. haiz.. me haven start revising.. haven start doing my art.. haven alot alot of thigns worz.. haiz.. what to do.. dun feel like what.. sianz...
hmz.. anyway, this month can say that there's alot of ups and down.. cos me and my dar dar.. haiz.. at the beginning of the month always quarrel.. then i cannot reali sleep at night.. sobb sobb.. but after alot alot of confession, we are back happily together again.. so wonderful right?? hope time can freeze there..
haiz.. i think it's time to study le worz.. at least abit oso good lorz.. hmz.. then if i reali start to study le, then i will have less time to pei my dar dar le.. how?? sobb sobb.. hardly can see him for the month sia.. but have to bear lorz.. no choice what.. sorry darling if november i've got no time for u worz.. sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. sorry..sorry.. dui bu qi worz.. but promise u that if i've got the time, wo hui pei ni de.. okiez?? (^_^)
nowadays dun have mood to write blog lehz.. have been sick for a few days le.. sore throat.. bad cough.. gastric pain.. haiz.. ke lian de wo.. but someone more poor thing sia.. hmz.. sanyang* muackz~!!!
okiez le lahz.. dun wan write le.. next time when i feeling better and got mood the time then i write.. kekez.. all mux miss me horz.. muackz~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Candy
A Never Ending Love
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
haiz.. nv update blog again.. then ppl say.. why nv update?? lolx.. here i come again lorz.. sianz..
today went to school ard 11+ to collect my stupid art paper.. wow.. so chim.. dun even know what the topic talking abt.. haiz.. must go check up dictionary le lahz.. some more in the process oso brush up my english.. lolx.. sianz.. then reach home.. see my mum face again.. sobb sobb.. dun wan talk abt her lahz.. always side my brother onli.. so bias.. sometime oso not sure whether i'm her daughter anot.. =( sobb sob... then my brother come back frm school.. oh my god!!! my house the food almost let him eat finish.. in additional, he said something that make me laugh till drop dead.. he came home, saying that he left 50 cents.. oh god.. big deal izzit?? he went to school with $4.00 and came come with $0.50... stupid right?? like tt oso wan to say.. thought how much he left.. then even worse.. he came home then my maid cook fried rice.. wow.. he ate such a big bowl.. and he's still hungry.. haiz.. next, he ate cake.. and still ask my maid to fry eggs so that he can eat bread.. dunno what kind os stomach he've got.. eat all the way no stop.. forget it.. mum oso dun care and even encourage him to eat more.. fine!!! then let him be.. even if he's dead, it's none of my budiness.. i've wash my hand off him.. as well as my mum!!!
haiz.. anyway, today real sianz.. time now is going to 3.00pm.. and my dar dar not yet call me.. guess he must be sleeping ba.. he never sleep whole night onli slept abt 6+ this morning after he called me.. so ke lian.. come here *sanyang* lolx.. hmz.. still waiting for his call lorz.. muackz.. misses him so much!! (^_^) hope he call soon!!!
ahhhhhhhhhh.... dun wan write le lahz.. dying soon le.. the more i see my bro and mum, the more i cannot tk it.. hope night to come sooner.. so that i can go see house with my granny.. and my mum will go for work!!! so good!!! anyway stopping here.. add more updates later.. cya..!!!
Love Candy
A Never Ending Love
Saturday, October 23, 2004
Haiz.. this few days real sad sia.. heart everyday breaking.. hmz.. no choice lahz.. tis month reali not good for me lorz.. but no choice.. i created the problems.. i myself created those troubles.. Maybe this serve myself right for what happen..
hmz.. it's not right to lie to someone that u reali love.. cos it will hurt them more if they learn about the truth.. haiz.. i lied to someone that i reali love.. and i felt veri bad inside.. i know that i souldn't lie to him.. i should be honest and ture to him.. but when i get panic, i always do the first things that come to my mind.. it's a white lie.. but it's still wrong.. i'm sorry darling.. i know sorry is not the word.. cos what u wanna see is action.. but i juz wan to apologise to u.. and i never wan to lie to u anymore.. cos it reali dun feel good inside me as well.. but anyway, last night reali feel so good.. cos i've told and clarify with my dar dar.. i tell him abt everything.. and frm now on, i dun wan to lie to him.. cos firstly, whenever i lie, he seems to know it.. and secondly, it doesn't feel good when i lie to him.. cos all along he has been truthful and honest with me, treated me so well.. dote on me so much.. it's reali not right to lie to him anymore.. anyway, i'm reali sorry darling.. reali reali.. i'll show u that i reali am sorry..
haiz.. these few night never sleep oso.. got dark dark rings under my eyes.. so ugly.. but got or dun ahve oso so ugly.. so doesn't matter much.. hmz.. but have to wear sunglass when i go out.. for 2 days.. cos nv sleep for 2 nights.. quarrelling with my dar dar.. then i reali made him so angry, disappointed.. and sad.. it's my fault.. haiz.. dun wan talk abt it le..
hmz.. i'm reali glad that i've found such a nice dar dar.. but i think it's his misfortune to have known me.. cos i brings nth but troubles.. heartaches.. and headache to him.. i reali regret for what i've done.. but i hope that it's not too late to turn back the time.. and it's not too late to amend what i've done wrong..
haiz.. dun wanna write anymore.. feel like crying again.. can feel that tears is swelling up.. i think i juz stop here.. what i feel most like doing now is to see my precious.. to be in the warmth of his arms.. *sigh* but i dunno if it's possible anymore.. cos i ruined it all..
Love Candy
A Never Ending Love
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
hmz.. two days nv come in and write blog le worz.. lolx.. sianz lahz..
yesterday got "O" level science practical examination.. i was kinda nervous due to dunno what reason.. and i broke two pathetic test tube.. and on top of that, i cut my finger.. sobb sobb* but luckily.. no blood.. (^_^) hmz.. then after that muz wait till 1 plus then can go home.. i almost rot in the AVA room.. lolx.. haiz.. yesterday reali wasn't my day.. have to get up early in the morning.. then after that cut my hand.. then rot in school.. but most sad to say is that.. my dar dar scold me yesterday.. sobb sobb* me reali never lie to him what.. haiz.. dun talk abt it le lahz.. put the unhappy thing behind.. anyway, we okiez le.. so happy!!! i went down find him yesterday.. then after that have dinner with his mum.. she so humourous.. so cute.. easy to get along.. (^_^) but then always talk to her, my dar dar will make me blush.. till like red hot chilli pepper.. he always say.. lolx..
hmz.. today another shag day.. went to school..cos have to go MOE to submit my stupid craft work.. but oso good lahz.. so long le.. at last can put down that stone.. (^_^) hmz.. when i reach there, saw many ppl's work.. some the canvas size so big.. haiz.. then yong nag again lorz.. say last time we complain that ours so big.. then got ppl one bigger than ours.. but then we told her one thing which make her nth to say.. " Quality beats Quanity" lolx.. true right?? hmz.. then after that go home play online pool with alli at first.. wow.. lose till face oso dunno where to put.. *speechless* nvm lahz.. failure is the mother of success.. so i've got to try harder!!! (^_^)
hao le lahz.. dun feel like writing le.. dunno what more to say.. update later if i've got more crap!!! lolx.. i miss my dar dar sososososo much!!! muz miss me too worz.. muackz!!!
Love Candy
A Never Ending Love
Sunday, October 17, 2004
hmz.. haven been updating my blog for quite a few days.. many things happened.. i'm kinda lost now and i'm feeling real lost here..
how should i start? i myself is not sure abt it as well.. time passed and hours goes by.. the ticking of my clock makes me more and more nervous.. sometime i wonder.. must all good things come to an end? must i always give up something in exchange for another? Why is life unfair? why does the bad have a better ending than the good? many question came across my mind.. but there is no answer to any of my question..
i've got to know this guy a year ago.. and ever since i've known him, he's nth but trouble.. sometime i thinks that life would be better is i've never known him.. we used to get along quite alright.. but everything started to change when i rejected him.. he started to get "mad" and said many hurtful things that caused me alot of problems.. after that incident, we stopped keeping in contact for quite some time.. but.. after a few months of peaceful life, he came back again.. i remembered he called me while i was on a bus going home.. suprised was not the word.. shocked is more like it.. he apologised to me for what he have done and said last time.. and he even told me that he's going to get married.. i was speechless.. totally speechless.. never did i expected.. so after this phone call, he continue calling me on alternate days.. i actually did not want to answer his calls.. but since he did apologised to me and i thought he meant sorry, i talked to him.. but something more dreadful happened.. on that very day.. which was yesterday..
i was out with my darling all day.. and around evening, we went back to his place.. i was playing online pool while my darling on the other hand was singing karaoke.. suddenly, my stupid phone ring.. and it changes everything.. the atmosphere.. the mood.. and all emotions.. that psycho called me.. and i didn't know it was him until i've answered the phone.. how i wish i did not pick up that call.. bcos of that call, it really shattered my heart.. and as well as my happiness.. sounds serious right? but i dun wanna emphasized on it further.. anyway, i juz hope that he doesn't call me anymore.. bcos i know that if he does, he'll gonna regret it for the rest of his life..
Message To My Darling Darrise:
Although the time we know each other is not long, but the moments that we spend together are wonderful and i really enjoys each and every minutes with you.. No matter what happen in future, i'll always remember you as someone who really dotes and love me.. Darling.. i'll never regret being with you cos u really taught me alot and i appreciate that.. Sometime i might provoke you and made u angry but we still stood by each other no matter what.. Hmz.. i dun wan to say much here bcos i know that whatever i've not mentioned here, u 'll know it.. cos there is no need to say those words as they are always in ya heart as well as mine.. Lastly, i love u alot.. too much that it is hard for me if u leave me for any reasons.. especially those that i've caused.. i also wan to apologised for all that i've done wrong.. (^_^) Dar Dar.. I REALLY REALLY LOVE U ALOT!!!
Love Candy
A Never Ending Love
Thursday, October 14, 2004
Special Dedicate To: My Darling Darrise (^_^)
Title: Everytime
Tune: How Deep Is Your Love
Every minute, everyday, with you
Every second , everyway , we'll stay
Every moment that i'll think of you all day
Every single thing you do all way
Everytime i looked into ya eyes
Every word that i say
Everyone's away
Every hour passed so soon
When i'm with you
(i'm with you.. when i'm with you..)
Everyday seems so soon
Every possibility, making me leave
Everytime when you made me sad
Everytime you say ya bad
I'll believe in you
Every words that you've said to me
Every keys to my heart i've given you
Every souls and all my heart
Every moments that i spent with you
Everyday in ya arms that i really do
Everything is so perfect
When i'm with you
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Dedicate To: Sathiya
Title: Memories
Tune: That's Why U Go Away
Darlin' won't u tell me why
There are tears drops from your eyes
I try not to say goodbye to u
But now u want me to forget
Bits and pieces of u
But there'll be something left in my heart
I'm the one who set it up
But your the one who want it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost.. Right now
Love is all that i can give
And darlin' your the one
But there is something between you and me
=Chorus=
I won't forget the days together
The memories so sweet
Will always stay in place
But i'm not the one, your heart is missing
That's why i want to let you go
You will never have enough
No matter how i give
Now you turn your back and say goodbye
Love is just one big game
I should never get involved
But u have something left in my heart
=Chorus=
I won't forget the days together
The memories so sweet
Will always stay in place
But i'm not the one, your heart is missing
That's why i want to let you go
Being here all alone in the centre of the ocean
I have nowhere to go
There is not much to do now between us
I'll still be there for u.. be there for u..
Still there for u.. when u need me..
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Dedicate To: Ali
Title: Friends
Over the years we play
As crazy as can be
You care for me and i care for you
That's what friends are for
You made me feel like a saint
And give me hope for everyday
=Chorus=
That's what friends are for
That's you and i
Through think and thin
We'll always stand
No matter where or when we'll be
Together we united
*Repeat chorus*
After all these years
We're still as close as we used to be
And there's nothing that can tear us apart
To know that friends are always there for you
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Love Candy
A Never Ending Love
hahaz.. at last i waited four years for this day le lahz.. hmz.. graduate le worz.. lolz.. but then yesterday during the performance so sux.. got alot of thing corked up sia.. the video.. the speech.. the Mps.. haiz.. all cannot make it one sia.. hmz.. dun talk abt that le lahz.. yesterday wan to take the leaving school certificate the time.. i almost cry sia.. tears swelling up my eyes.. hmz.. u all sure veri curious how sotong cry right? lolz.. dun tell u all.. =p
hmz.. then yesterday after school go acc my dar dar.. he ar.. dunno what to say abt him sia.. dunno how to take care of himself.. *cannot like that ar* kekez.. but nvm lahz.. he got me to take care of him what.. right?? lolx.. haiz.. he ar.. yesterday so fierce.. i scare scare worz.. *sobb sobb* but then he nv scold me lahz.. cos he scold someone else.. but i kinda feel gulity lehz.. =( anyway, reali see his temper le worz.. cannot anyhow play play.. if not later volcano erupt how?? =) haiz.. actuali last night dun wan let him go out one.. cos he not feeling well mahz.. but then no choice.. see his frenz machiam like sad sad like that.. so let him go.. but then muz make him promise me smth.. =) sometime i think i kinda "ba dao".. cos i restrict him frm many things worz.. kinda like his life change totally from last time to now lorz.. but then for his good what.. "he'll know what i mean" sorry darling.. but this is all for u..
hmz.. today go to school so the sianz worz.. nth to do.. then the class so pathetic.. onli got 11 ppl.. lolx.. sad sia.. i think tml i dun wan go to sch le lahz.. if not later i the onli one turn up there how?? hahaz.. dun talk abt school le lahz.. so the sianz..
hmz.. dun wan write le lahz.. if later got more things then i update.. lolx.. bye!! miss ya ll.. muackz~!!! love u darling!!! (^_^)
Love Candy
A Never Ending Love
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
hmz.. long time never update blog le.. cos no time mahz.. got school.. then some more muz acc my dar dar.. where got time.. anyway, here today to add some song lyrics that ali mentioned in her blog..
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Title: One Sided Love
There was once a saying which goes like this
Which i thought was true
There is no eternity when no one care about love
They say all i have is to sacrifice
For the someone i care
But after all these years of hate
How am i gonna love again
I told u once that i loved u so
But u gave me away
You broke my heart into bits and pieces
Now u want it back
I say boy u'll have to understand
All along these while
And after what u've done to me
I still yearn for your love
When u're ready to love again
Please come back to me
I'll promise i'll wait for u
Day after day i'll be there
But please don't break my heart
Cos i wanna be with u
And between now and then
Till u love me again
I'll beaiting for u
To love me...
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hao le.. dun wan write le.. if i free then come in and update.. all muz miss me horz.. muackz!!!
A Never Ending Love
Saturday, October 09, 2004
hmz.. me here to write blog again worz.. how should i start?? let me see..
firstly, went to watch singapore idol with ali yesterday.. she wear till so class.. somehow endd up looking like my mum.. lolx.. anyway, the result was a huge dissappointment.. DAVID WAS OUT!!! how can?? i thought jerry should be that soccer ball.. haiz.. sad.. i almost cried.. *sobb sobb* hmz.. Olinda was in group B yesterday.. my heart almost drop out.. Oh My God!! but luckily she was not kicked out cos if not i'll gonna flood singapore..
haiz.. then after the show, went out with my ali.. my dar dar and his frenz.. haiz.. poor darling.. muz sit at the back.. then hand kena scratch oso.. *poor thing worz* hmz.. we went Mac near ali place.. she ar.. buy burger there but then wan to tk home and eat.. silly her.. lolx.. *oops*
anyway, yesterday nite acc my daraling.. if not later he say i nv acc him.. *oop* i thought it's the other way round.. he nv acc me.. lolx.. but doesn't matter lahz.. kekez.. last night sososososo sweet!! kekez.. *dun tell u wat happen =p* lolx.. wan to now right?? ask me lahz.. then see if i good mood then tell u lorz.. kekez..
hmz.. now me stil at my dar dar hse.. typing blog here.. while he behind m trying hard to see wat i typing.. lolx.. dun let him see.. *humph* who ask him kept disturbing me worz.. kekez.. hao le lahz.. dun write le.. dunno wat else to write.. if i think i continue then i'm gonna flood my blog with all those veri the mushy mushy thingy le lahz.. hao le.. update again tml.. tk care!! muackz~!!!
A Never Ending Love
Friday, October 08, 2004
haiz.. two says never log in and write blog le.. everyday kena pester by ali.. everytime ask me come onli worz.. humph~!! dun wan lehx.. =p *oops*
anyway, yesterday go see singapore idol live with ali worz.. hmz.. the mediacorp veri the "lan" haiz.. no class one sia.. hmz.. then horz, OLINDA SO CUTE!!! *pinch pinch* (-_^) kekez.. but then i think yesterday her performance not that good lorz.. she can do better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmz.. then sylvester horz.. haiz.. i saw pussy cat last night lehz.. got small gal bring that stupid cat there to support him.. lolx.. today ali bring tweety.. then later he come over and catch tweety then no need sing le lahz..
oh.. yahz.. yesterday met jeffery, kelvin's frenz.. lolx.. hmz.. he ar.. veri the funny lorz.. northpoint become northpole.. next time paris oso become pasir ris.. lolx.. sianz lahz.. then can see the Effiel Tower in singapore le lahz.. famous sia.. *arbish*
haiz.. yesterday ali say i go out with my phone.. not her sia.. machiam like hugging da phone like that.. no choice mahz.. who call worz.. cannot dun ans.. if not later singapore got vocalno eruption sia.. then cannot run oso.. dunno go where.. lolx.. haiz.. ali ar ali.. why always poke poor sotong?? she so ke lian le.. so blurr.. so mo cha cha.. then stil wan poke her.. cannot be abit more "tong qing" abit mehz?? haiz.. some more gang up with my dar dar sia.. u all good.. later i cry then u all know worz.. flood singapore!!!
sianz lahz.. later stil muz go see the result show.. hope Jerry kena kick out machiam like kick soccer like that but he's da ball lahz.. then out he go!!! (^_^) OLINDA!!! OLINDA!! OLINDA!! kekekz.. sososososososo cute!! hmz.. hope she'll get in.. *of cos she will lahz*
haiz.. dun write le..if tonite i free then come in and update again.. hmz.. anyway, ali now at my hse worz.. she wear till so class.. i dun wan go out with her le lahz.. machiam i like her daughter like that.. lolx.. wow.. my mum so young.. even younger than me sia.. (-_-)!!!
okiez lahz.. reali dun wan write le.. bye.. cya.. muackz~!!! last but not least, muz miss me wroz!! (^_^)
A Never Ending Love
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
hmz.. while wating for my dear to call me, find somthing to occpuy myself first.. lolx.. wow.. today ali da blog so long worz.. so scare to lose.. kekekz.. dunno what to write lehz.. juz let me anyhow type some crab.. oops* i mean crap.. lolx..
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I will never pick the flower for you if it meant certain death. But before you leave, I hope you can give me a chance to give you my reasons.... You will always sit in front of the computer and type about for the whole day, but every time you will end up in tears cause your formatting will always go all over the place... I need my fingers to do the formatting for you, so your tears will become smiles. You like to travel, but would always get lost... I need my eyes, so that I can bring you to the nicest place on earth. Every time you leave the house, you would always forget your keys... I need my legs, so that I can run home to open the door for you. You never knew how to take care of yourself... I need my hands to help you get rid of the pesky white hair you hate so much when you grow old, to trim your nails, to feed you. So you see, that's why I can't pick the flower for you. Until I find someone who loves you more than I do, I will need my body to take care of you. If you accept my reasons, then open the door, where I will be waiting with your favorite muffin."
With tears streaming from my eyes, I opened the door, and there he stood, with an extremely worried look on his face. He still had nothing to say, but just stood there waving the packet he had in his hand in front of me. And then I knew for a fact that I will never find another man who will ever love me as much as he does. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they have .
If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much... Just be glad that your paths crossed and; somehow he made you happy even for a while. The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take. If you think something will make you. happy, GO FOR IT. Remember that we pass this way only once.
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Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend
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-Die for Love-
> I sit in the park where I dwell,
> For this boy I love so well.
> He took my heart away from me,
> Now he wants to set me free.
> I see a girl on his lap,
> He says things to her he never said to me.
> I ran home to cry on my bed,
> Not a word to mother was said.
> Father came home late that night,
> He looked at me from left to right.
> He saw me hanging from a rope,
> He took his knife to cut me down.
> And on my dress a note was found:
> Dig my grave, Dig it deep.
> Dig my grave, From head to feet.
> And on the top place a dove.
> And remember this, I died for love...
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Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.
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("V")~WhEn I FiRsT SaW U I WaS AfRaId To TaLk To U~ WhEn I FiRsT TaLkEd To U I WaS AfRaId To LiKe U~ WhEn I FiRsT LiKeD U I WaS AfRaId To LoVe U~ NoW I LoVe U I WaS AfRaId To LoSe U~("V")
A Never Ending Love
kekez.. today sososososososo happy worz.. hmz.. today afternoon go out with my darling.. so kai xin.. (^_^) then after that go his place watch vcd worz.. hmz.. half way thru, his mother wan talk to me worz.. lolx.. make me so paiseh.. face like tomato like that.. soooooo red.. kekez..
today i reali veri the happy lorz.. acc my dar dar whole day.. then we kinda talk abt alot of things.. and i'm glad.. *smile* actuali knowing him is my pleasure.. cos i know that he's reali good and someone worth me to love.. kekez.. although i dunno him long but he seems to know me inside out.. it's so nice knowing that he is there for me.. and i'll always will be there for him whenever he needs me.. haiz.. too bad today nv see his hamster worz.. next time must let me see worz.. but dun let him bite me!! lolx.. *muackz*
hmz.. late last night kinda sad at first.. cos he called me and then he sound so fierce.. i know that he's in a bad mood.. haiz.. kinda scare me at first.. but then nvm lahz.. let him scold abit.. vent his anger abit.. cos i dun wan to see him so sad and mad.. i wan to see him always smiling.. anyway, after that ard 11+, online play yahoo ppol with him.. the game which i've never played.. oh god!! how lousy am i.. if it is not for him to let me win, i'm sure to lose every single match.. lolx.. but nvm.. as long as i can make him smile and happy then it's worth it.. *LoVe*
anyway, today go sch.. first lesson teo one worz.. so scare.. cos yesterday skip his after school lesson.. cos not feeling well mahz.. stomach pain.. then dun feel like gng.. cos go and dun go makes no diff lorz.. stil da same.. hmz.. then after that got eng worz.. in the commere room.. so cold!! and so damn BORED!! i almost made ali tied me to the chair.. cos i bored until cannot sit still le lahz.. lolx.. haiz.. "ring..ring.." the school bell ring le worz.. ali they all can go home le.. but me lehz?? so poor thing.. stil muz wait another hour for art.. sobb sobb* anyway, finally fully complete my couresework and the 8 boards le.. what a relief!! now can kinda relax and dun worry so much abt art le.. (^_^)
hmz.. anyway, i think i juz stop here ba.. write again tml.. today too happy le.. better stop if not later i flood the whole page with all da sweet sweet romantic stuff worz.. lolx.. eee... so so happy..!! muackz.. love my laogong so much.. kekez.. so ke ai.. ke ai ke ai ke ai..
("V")*i wish upon the stars that i can always be with my laogong.. happy forever..*("V")
nitez nitez all.. sweet dreamz.. sleep tight.. muz all miss me horz.. muackz.. last but not least.. i love u dearie!! (`_^) kekez..!!
Love Candy
A Never Ending Love
Monday, October 04, 2004
haiz.. here i am.. back to square again.. sitting here so lonely in front of my computer waiting sadly for my dearest dar dar to go home and call me.. but juz msg him a few minutes ago and he's stil outside.. guess he won't be going home so early today.. but cannot blame him too.. who doesn't want to enjoy them? not like me, stay at home and rot.. sad pathetic.. sometime i juz hope that life can be enriched more fun and interesting programmes..
sad at heart now, i wish someone would call me.. i'm so bored and dead.. not reali feeling well today.. haiz.. sitting here typing, i can feel my stupid stomach so pain.. sobb sobb.. sometime i wonder why gals suffer so much and whereas boys dun.. maybe they do but i still thinks that gals are more at the losing end.. cos everytime when things happen, gals are always the one who took the blame or suffer.. it's not fair.. haiz.. anyway, dun bother too much about what i say.. i'm rather moody.. sad.. unwell.. and sitting around feeling sorry for myself..
my dearie.. miss u alot.. *sad sad* tears rolling down my cheeks.. *sobb sobb* haiz.. he just called me.. say he was eating so i asked him to carry on.. cos i dun wan him to get choke while talking to me and eating.. hmz.. as for me, i haven eaten.. no appetite.. juz now drank some milk and it ended up in the toilet bowl flushed down the pipe and into... i dunno where.. never for me to care anyway.. hmz.. dearie asked me whether i wan to meet him tml anot.. of cos i wan to.. but school ends at 1.30pm.. the earliest time i can reach home is 2.15pm and by the time i get out of my stupid house, i'm not sure what time is it already.. so have to think about it.. hmz.. juz now hear his voice so glad.. but dunno why juz cannot smile.. maybe reali not feeling good today.. fainting soon i guess.. *oops* not suppose to say that..
hmz.. although he dun reali have time to accompany me, he's someone veri sweet and loving.. i think that with him around, life would be better but it would also get worse.. to me, love is like a game.. when one has finish using his or her credits, there is no way u can continue when it's over unless someone is willing to lend u some of it.. but what u borrow have to be returned..
someone once say, "You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person,but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly." and somehow, i love my dear not bcos of who he is but who i am when i'm with him.. no one is perfect and no one will ever be..
having someone to love u is a blessing whereas loving someone is a torture.. but true love is eternal so cherish lvoe when u got the chance as once it left u, there is no way to get it back.. so dun let love be onli a memory.. but let it be reality.. Great love is when u shed tears and stil care for him.. it's when he ignores u and u still longed for him.. and it's when he begins to love another and yet u still smile and say ya happy for him..
i think i'm writing too much already.. but what am i going to do now? what more can i do? miss him.. later he kept on sneezing how? hmz.. think i''ll juz stop here.. stomach reali so pain.. hardly able to take it anymore..
("V")ThE gReAsTeSt ThInG u'LL eVeR LeArNt Is JuZ tO lOvE aNd Be LoVeD iN rEtUrN("V")
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A Never Ending Love
today dunno wat happen worz.. the bogger da webbie so slow and i got alot of problem coming here write blog worz.. but all thanx to ali lahz.. so good.. help me.. (^_^) xie xie!!
sianz lahz.. today go school.. got maths worz.. 2 hours sitting there aimlessly.. but luckily ali sit beside me.. we reali make fun out of that 2 pathetic period of lesson worz.. anyway, we chat abt alot of stuff.. hmz.. such as.. what she wanna wear.. lolx.. she say wearing her cloak.. or is it coat?? whatever.. and i think she look more like spy than audience.. hahaz.. *oops* hmz.. then after that we talk abt jeffery.. lolx.. tt part i dun wan to emphasize too much.. cos if not i won't be here typing my blog but in ya dreams le.. cos i'll be lying in da coffin.. lolx.. hmz.. then we talk abt alot of things.. oh ya.. awards worz.. ali.. dun forget my name ar!! (-_^)
hmz.. at last sch end worz.. lolx.. hmz.. once school end then my dar dar call me le.. (^_^) so sweet horz?? today he oso veri sweet.. wake up early morning then call me wake up.. wow!! kinda like in heaven le lahz.. Muackz.. love u laogong.. *oops* hmz.. then after that we chat.. and chat.. and chat.. kekez.. until he wanna go out le.. hmz.. going shopping worz.. i oso wan go!! next time must bring me along ar.. kekez..
then me lehz?? at home lorz.. watch 2 VCD.. the princess diaries 2 and resident evil worz.. not veri scary oso.. but stil kinda nice lahz.. so bored.. !! how i wish i'm not at home.. rotting le lahz!!
hmz.. then now sitting here.. typing my blog.. but then hate the blogger.. cos i seem to be not able to edit my post.. "WTF" haiz..
hmz.. sianz sianz sianz.. dun wan type le lahz.. if not later i angry then my keyboard so poor thing worz. sobb sobb*!! ke lian de wo!! haiz!! where my dar dar?? i miss him so much.. but then he's gone!! *oops* dun complain le.. if not later he call me the time then i sure die one lorz.. kekez.. muackz~
erm.. think i juz stop here lahz.. if got anything more to add then later i write.. muz miss me worz.. bye!! muackz!!
A Never Ending Love
Sunday, October 03, 2004
lolx.. yesterday never some online.. so today must write two worz.. hmz.. anyway yesterday was sure funny worz.. hahaz.. think abt it then stil so cute.. cannot stop laughing..
hmz.. yesterday go out do maths.. with ali.. nes and jerome.. hmz.. at first wan to go CWP but then the library there so crowded and no palce for us to sit so we decided to over over to ten mile junction.. but to our dismay when we reached there, many of the shops have already closed down so we took a LRT to bukit panjang plaza instead.. hmz.. while we were waiting for the train, one old man around his 50s came over and talk to us.. i know he was being friendly as there is no soul around exepct for the few of us but however he is being too much friendly till we dun reali wanna talk much to him.. in the end, onli jerome entertained him.. the ride was short.. but waiting for that stupid train to close that door is so long.. i think i walk there faster.. lolx.. anyway, when we reached there, we went to Yoshinoya and do our maths.. it is maths in the first palce but it ended up that ali did eng for nes.. haiz.. ali ar.. say want go out do mahts.. then end up doing other subjects and worse still, go play bowling.. haiz.. she ar.. nth to say worz..
hmz.. after that , me and ali leave first.. then go meet my mum at marsiling cos she fetching us to mediacorp there take the singapore idol tickets.. Yeahz!! can at last go and see OLINDa le.. kekez.. she is sosososossososo cute!! hmz.. then after that take bus home worz.. so shag.. so tired.. the ride seems so long.. like it's never gonna end.. lolx.. but the bus ride is funny lahz.. got alot of cold and dumb jokes.. lolx.. "who sitting beside who worz??" or "who is sitting infront of who??" is it a trend?? hahahahahaz!!
haiz.. after that reach home must faster go and change cos meeting my dar dar worz.. must acc him to gif his frenz da present.. then after that go the lagoon drink coffee then after that his frenz send me and him back his hse.. abt 12 le.. no choice i so tired but have to go there.. cos wan to acc him mahz.. if not later he complain how?? lolx.. *oops* no lahz.. juz kidding onli.. he where got so xiao qi?? he so good worz.. then go over his place acc him until 2+ go home worz.. kena scold by my mum like F**K like that worz.. haiz.. sad sia..
hmz.. then last nite me so ke lian.. mum slept on my bed.. then she almost occupied the whole bed cos she sleep in the middle.. so i have to slowly push her to one side.. haiz.. whole night cannot sleep worz.. she so noisy and when she turn over, she almost kick me down the bed.. poor me sia.. what a sleepless night i have..
today so sianz.. whole day shag and slack at home worz.. did abit maths when my dar dar call me.. then after that tired le.. he hang up the phone go sleep.. and as for me, i'm here typing my blog worz.. lolx.. sianz ar.. mum at home today.. kinda like prison worz.. hope she faster find a job and lave me alone..
lolx.. dun wrote le lahz.. my blog like veri long today worz.. if i go on then no one will wants to write it le.. sobb.. nvm lahz.. anyway update again tml if my mum is not fighting the computer with me.. cya~!! muackz!!
A Never Ending Love
Friday, October 01, 2004
hahahaha..LoLx.. first thing i go to school today is to find ALI.. ask her abt what reali happen yesterday.. reali cannot understand why such pervert ppl stil exist.. haiz.. she so poor thing worz.. if i were her.. that damn freako sure kena slapped by me sia.. so eeee... do this kind of things in public.. throw face onli~!!
hmz.. anyway, dunno wat got into my mum this morning.. when i woke up around 6 this morning i saw her watching TV in the living room.. wow.. what a good one.. can sleep dun go ZZzz.. then lie there watch TV.. i almost thought i saw a ghost.. cos the onli person who wakes up so damn eraly on weekdays is me!! LoLx.. hmz.. anyway, when i ask her then she tell me that she cannot sleep.. haiz.. guess she think too much le ba..
anyway, today school reali sux lorz.. go school one whole day onli for 2 stupid subjects.. "WTF" haiz.. sad sia.. eng lesson today so BORED!! she go through comprehension.. haiz.. sianz!! hmz.. then maths funny lahz.. i take pencil keep poking titus hand.. hahaz.. then later like 2 small kids like that.. fighting with pencil.. ali oso cannot stand us sia.. hmz.. then later tell them one funny thing.. LoLx.. dun tell u all what.. =p anyway, time pass quick when u have something interesting to occupied urself.. so.. at last school ENDS!! yeahz!!
hmz.. after school go where lehz?? home lorz.. lolx.. good gal right?? erm.. then after that go cwp worz.. go bank put $$.. but not mine lahz.. lolx.. if mine then good worz.. hmz.. then after that go home.. so sianz nowadays.. dunno what to do worz..
haiz.. then now here.. alone at home.. typing lorz.. my brother and maid go my brother's frenz house.. eat pizza worz.. me at home alone eat instant pizza.. so pathetic.. haiz.. dun write le lahz.. si sianz.. me go make my ke lian de pizza and eat le.. so hungry!! bye!!
To: Ali..
hey.. thanx horz.. get da tickets for da singapore idol.. yeahz!! me gonna see OLINDA in real life..!! can i pinch her?? please.. oh..! she's such a cuttie.. anyway, xie xie!! tml we go take tickets okiez?? cya then.. miss ya!!~ (^_^)
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A Never Ending Love
