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Sunday, October 17, 2004
hmz.. haven been updating my blog for quite a few days.. many things happened.. i'm kinda lost now and i'm feeling real lost here..
how should i start? i myself is not sure abt it as well.. time passed and hours goes by.. the ticking of my clock makes me more and more nervous.. sometime i wonder.. must all good things come to an end? must i always give up something in exchange for another? Why is life unfair? why does the bad have a better ending than the good? many question came across my mind.. but there is no answer to any of my question..
i've got to know this guy a year ago.. and ever since i've known him, he's nth but trouble.. sometime i thinks that life would be better is i've never known him.. we used to get along quite alright.. but everything started to change when i rejected him.. he started to get "mad" and said many hurtful things that caused me alot of problems.. after that incident, we stopped keeping in contact for quite some time.. but.. after a few months of peaceful life, he came back again.. i remembered he called me while i was on a bus going home.. suprised was not the word.. shocked is more like it.. he apologised to me for what he have done and said last time.. and he even told me that he's going to get married.. i was speechless.. totally speechless.. never did i expected.. so after this phone call, he continue calling me on alternate days.. i actually did not want to answer his calls.. but since he did apologised to me and i thought he meant sorry, i talked to him.. but something more dreadful happened.. on that very day.. which was yesterday..
i was out with my darling all day.. and around evening, we went back to his place.. i was playing online pool while my darling on the other hand was singing karaoke.. suddenly, my stupid phone ring.. and it changes everything.. the atmosphere.. the mood.. and all emotions.. that psycho called me.. and i didn't know it was him until i've answered the phone.. how i wish i did not pick up that call.. bcos of that call, it really shattered my heart.. and as well as my happiness.. sounds serious right? but i dun wanna emphasized on it further.. anyway, i juz hope that he doesn't call me anymore.. bcos i know that if he does, he'll gonna regret it for the rest of his life..
Message To My Darling Darrise:
Although the time we know each other is not long, but the moments that we spend together are wonderful and i really enjoys each and every minutes with you.. No matter what happen in future, i'll always remember you as someone who really dotes and love me.. Darling.. i'll never regret being with you cos u really taught me alot and i appreciate that.. Sometime i might provoke you and made u angry but we still stood by each other no matter what.. Hmz.. i dun wan to say much here bcos i know that whatever i've not mentioned here, u 'll know it.. cos there is no need to say those words as they are always in ya heart as well as mine.. Lastly, i love u alot.. too much that it is hard for me if u leave me for any reasons.. especially those that i've caused.. i also wan to apologised for all that i've done wrong.. (^_^) Dar Dar.. I REALLY REALLY LOVE U ALOT!!!
Love Candy
A Never Ending Love