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Tuesday, October 04, 2005

there was a guy and a gal.. who know each other in school.. he was somewht the oldest student there who was quiet and rarely talk when he's outside.. on the other hand, she was sporting and friendly to all..

one day, the guy and his group members had to do some survey for their project.. it's started on that particualr day.. when they saw each other on the stairway.. she was helping one of his classmate with their survey.. the guy and his members then proceed to the canteen.. after completeing the survey, the gal went to the canteen too.. they then started to talk.. the gal was organising some event and ask the guy whether he and his members would like to join.. he then say" i'll see about it.. " and that's when the real courtship started..

he then got her number from the event form then started to message her.. somehow feelings started to develope.. they talk more often on the phone.. frenz often tease him about the gal.. as the ways he treated her is so special.. he became more gentle and talk more demure whenever he's with her..

at a time, the gal told him that she does not like people to smoke.. and bocs of her, he deceided to quit.. quit for good.. for her.. although frenz tempt and tease him about it.. he wanted to smoke but not in front of her.. he wouldn't wan to spoil the image he have in her heart..

as days grew by, they gotten closer.. he helped her in her project despite having his own work to complete.. he did everything for her.. jus for her.. little details.. every single thing.. from work to personal stuff.. he care and gave her concern when she was sick.. bought medicine for her.. the gal was touched.. moved by what he had done for her.. but somewhat, she was uncertain about her feelings for him.. she thinks.. " i do like him now but unless i reali love him if not we're not gonna be together.."

other than talking on the phone, they chatted in msn too.. and one particular day, he put his msn nick somehitng abt having a crush.. she then msg him and say.. " about the crush thing, i actuali too have a crush on u.." but to the dismay, he reply her.. he crush thing is over.. that's the past.. but.. she did not let him finish and cut him off his sentence.. "since it's okiez then nvm.. i dun talk abt it anymore.." that wasn't what he meant.. he wanted to tell her.. that although the crush thing is over but feelings are building up.. developing.. he wanted to tell her how much she meant to him.. he wanted her to know how impt she is to him.. he can give up almost everything for her..

he was sad.. he said something wrong that night.. and it changes everything.. no more further improvement in this friendship or should i say the starting of the relationship.. things goes on as usual.. she often visit his class.. get along well with his frenz.. including his teacher.. life wasn't bad afterall until...

he told her that he does not wan to be her frenz.. what happen?? she msg him that she needed time to think.. get to know him better.. and somehow he misread her msg and thought that she meant that they will never be together... jus remain as frenz.. he was so sad.. so heartbroken.. he coldly told her that there's no way they can ever be frenz.. and he would not talk to her again.. and therefore ignore her ever.. she was speechless.. she's unsure of what happen.. does not know what to do.. how to react to those of his words.. she tried to explain but he jus wouldn't listen.. and things jus ended there..

from frenz to close frenz.. and jus another step a relationship.. and it ended jus bcos he misread her msg.. and misunderstood her.. is there reali no other way out.. no way to save this relationship?? he may seem like a block of ice frm the outside.. cold and unhuman.. but was it the same way inside??

she was sad too.. talk to one of his frenz.. his frenz told her not to be so sad.. should give each other some time to cool down and think.. she confess to his frenz that she actuali wanted to beg him for forgiveness.. but on the other hand thinks that gal should not..

sigh.. both are too stubborn to apologise.. is things gonna end up this way?? cherish what is yours even if it's onli for a short period.. bocs those are precious memories..

=TO BE CONTINUE=
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A Never Ending Love

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