Life is full of ups and downs.. Especially love life.. nothing will always go smoothly as what u have plan.. although u can have a perfect plan but things will not turn out that way.. the way we wanted.. nothing is perfect.. no perfect life, no perfect person and most of all, no perfect love..
Love.. what does it really means? To someone it might means everything.. his / her life and all that they owned.. but on the other hand, it might not mean anything to someone else.. sometime things are real funny.. we onli starts to treasure and cherish something or someone when we are on the verge of losing.. why is it so? can't they cherish when they stil have it instead when they lose it.. that's when regrat comes into place.. they always says that "i regret" what's the point in saying that? it's over.. gone.. gone forever.. it's not gonna come back.. even if it does, i dun think that it'll be the same again.. there's always a scar.. a shadow.. a fear that is left behind in the past.. juz like people always say.. " a scar will always be there even though the rock is being destoryed" it'll never fade or disappear.. although people say that they forgive.. but they'll never forget.. i ensure you.. or should i say, it's not never forget.. it's unable to..
What is love in the first place? people say it's a game with onli two players,, but i dun think so.. bcos there's always a third person out of the blue.. and that person always causes the chaos that lead to the breakup of couples.. even people who are married.. nothing is forever.. and there's no such thing as eternity.. i dun understnad y people says forever but they just dun mean it.. why should they say something that isn't true? maybe their forever might means never.. no flame will burn for eternity.. no passion will last forever.. i might say that i love u now.. but does it mean that i'll love u always? love u forever?? no it does not.. at one point of time i love u.. give up everything for u.. but that does not mean that i'm gonna be with u forever..
Life is so unfair.. at that point of time.. at the peak i love u so.. but you throw me down so hard.. from so high.. i hate u.. i hate u alot.. hate u deep down my heart.. why must u do something like that to me? haven i do enough for u? haven i did sacrifice enough for u.. i gave u what u want.. give in to u as much as i can.. but what happen in the end? i get nothing out of it.. why must life always be like that.. it's real sad and stupid..
haiz.. dun wan talk abt it anymore.. life is so sad and so unfair..
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ABOUT ME
Name: Candida Ng
Nickname: TangTang
Age: 21
EggCrack: 15.01.1988
Profession: Designer In Training
Contact: luv_candy_88@hotmail.com
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