Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Another school day again.. No morning assembly so sit at mac till about 8.10 then start to walk to school.. hmz.. first lesson IT.. Cheng and Max not here yet (8.15am) so cannot start cos doing group work worz.. So here i am again.. blogging.. and Geraline sitting next to me sleeping.. hahaz!!! so bored.. oops* wake up le worz.. then now browsing through webbie.. see boots worz.. wanted to buy one.. kekez.. kinda cheap ba..
Hmz.. what can i say?? someone called me this morning.. sweet sweet de morning call.. hmz.. thanx dear.. *wink* went out with my mum today.. took bus then train.. hmz.. drop off at Yishun cos she say got ppl gonna fetch her.. then leave me alone.. sobb sobb.. sad man..
anyway, now having Teo lesson le.. (10.00am) Edwin lend me his Mp4.. see show.. watched "sky high" woo.. so nice.. actuali the show abit lame lahz.. but not bad though.. so after tat break.. me stil clutching the Mp4 stil watching sky high.. hmz.. even when we return to class when Teo start lesson.. never understand what he was talking about.. kekez.. but after the show finish le then i ask Geraline.. she oso 1/2 way onli.. hahaz.. so started drawing.. till lunch time lorz.. dunno why these two days so top form.. can draw.. no prob man..
hmz.. lunch went to the library oso..stil continue drawing lorz.. hmz.. see.. i told u.. top form.. no stop.. no sweat.. hmz.. today ppl no msg me.. onli once i think.. haiz.. nvm lahz.. maybe he busy ba.. so after lunch back in class lorz.. stil drawing.. Edwin raw away during lunch.. "ponteng" haiz.. must as well dun come to school.. no use oso sia.. then after that cheng left at 2.00pm.. he told Teo he go see doc.. had been having flu for a few days le.. haiz.. one by one leaving.. now my group onli left me.. geraline and cong.. max and glenn nv come.. the rest run le..
2.30pm.. Cong deceided to leave oso.. keep bugging teacher to gif break.. but he say too early.. so cong decided to disapper.. pass me his work ask me pass up for him later.. then when he was about to left Teo call him.. ask to show his work.. then start his grandfather story again.. "let me help u" his favourite phrase nowadays.. hahaz.. then start to draw and demo lorz.. cong sianz 1/2.. then after explaining.. he walk back towards the whiteboard.. then cong tk this chance.. faster leave and run for the door.. there he go sia.. teacher oso another one run away lorz.. now onli left patheritc 2.. haiz.. *sigh*
so i stil got one more layout to complete.. but my brain is empty!!! how?? no ides what to draw.. think hard gal!!!then now decided to do remote controller.. hahaz.. stupid right? i oso know.. hmz..
4.23pm.. At last i finish.. yeah!!! 3 layout.. 9 sketches with 3 design brief and many many little indication.. woo.. hmz.. now have to wait for Geraline so we can leave together.. then nth to do.. sit here and blog lorz.. haiz.. first time complete Teo work with understanding.. hahaz.. hmz.. think tml wil do the same things oso sia.. no diff.. everyday oso like tt..
go home dunno what to do le worz.. Oh alpha and omega!! please save me from boredom.. i beg u zeus.. hahaz.. hmz.. thinki stop here ba.. if not if i were to go on then sure got alot alot of crap sia.. hmz.. wil blog again tml ba.. hope he do call or msg me later tonight.. miss him.. haiz.. stop here.. tk care.. muackz..
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Hmz.. school again.. must reach school around 9.15am.. Anyway, waited for my frenz at mac as usual.. hmz.. so tired.. head hurt alittle.. but guess nth much ba..
went to school.. first lesson is PE.. run 1 round at the carpark.. then do some stretching.. hmz.. later play game.. me play basketball with cong.. cheng.. geraline.. the weather so hot.. hmz.. was feeling good since then.. and my mood was actuali quite okie ba.. abit sweet and stuff like tt.. but somehow, after PE during break.. something happen.. then started to feel sad le ba.. but nvm lahz.. nth so big deal oso.. and moreoever, during class.. using e-messenger.. hmz.. juz felt sad.. or should i say hurt ba.. nvm lahz.. nth much.. and then start to do Teo work lorz.. at first dun quite understnad what he say.. but slowly then it's okie ba.. and then start to do my work lorz.. dunno why, everytime sad sad the time always top form one.. got "wind".. draw till my teacher say good.. woo.. at last sia.. since school started for this semester till now.. at last did something right.. sianz sia.. then didn't eat lunch.. went to school library to do my work still.. then uncle call me.. say da dao sick.. ask me buy thing for her.. si xin fu.. haiz.. dunno when then i got smth like tt sia.. sobb sobb.. then met da sao.. gave her the thng.. she hang around for awhile.. then went off for her class.. then off to class i go too.. hmz.. then reach class still continue to do my work lorz.. today reali top form man.. quality work sia.. hmz.. but still cannot finish in time.. cos too many le.. so hand up lorz..
the now got IT lesson.. hmz.. nv hear what teacher talking abt.. cos blogging mahz.. hmz.. mood stil abit sianz1/2.. dunno what happent o me sia.. so kept talling myself dun tk ppl's comment to heart lorz.. anyway, it's jus what they think ba.. haiz.. *sigh* hmz.. die le lahz.. dunno what Siti talking abt.. onli know need to brainstorm on a product.. hmz.. later check what it is..
dun wan blog le lahz.. geraline scolding me le.. say blog then dunno what teacher saying.. lolx.. :P stop here.. last thing i wan to say is *sigh* haiz..
PS: i know he did not say it on purpose.. but it's okiez lahz.. anyway, what is said cannot be taken back.. and i nv blame him or what.. juz feeling depress.. sad.. nth de lahz.. after awhile i think will be okie ba..
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Monday, November 28, 2005
Here i am typing away i class while my teacher was talking.. It's 8.45am in the morning and my brain is still asleep.. Not bothering what he is talking about, i'm gonna die terribly later as i do not know what to do.. Class is real boring..
This morning, with a heavy heart, i walked into school.. sianz lahz.. onli i think less than 10 people turn up for the stuppid morning assembly.. WTF.. i know i oso dun go.. stay at mac there eat breakfast.. now i so hungry sia.. sobb sobb.. ill treat me sia.. stupid teacher!!!
First lesson cannot tahan le worz.. dunno how to survive till 5pm man.. Poor me.. Anyway, this morning saw Edwin at mac.. Then sit together.. wait for cheng and cong.. hmz.. after that then go sch lorz.. slowly.. slowly walk.. (dun wan reach school so early mahz..) then reach school.. thought alot of ppl got for morning assembly as Foo say so.. but to my dismay, so little people turn up.. and the malay boys not there lorz.. sianz sia..
First lesson: Went into the classroom.. switched on my com.. sign in e-messenger(routine).. he came in started talking.. hmz.. tried to listen.. but stil dunno what he is talking about.. (no idea at all man..) so started to blog.. (here i am..) msn at the same time.. all comein see me and say.. " so early msn le huh.." lolx.. then i say lorz.. no lahz.. in school mahz.. so msn lorz.. then after that chat awhile.. went to surf.. see this.. see that..
hmz. then after that my "dear" online worz.. chated with him.. at least not so sianz.. so sweet worz.. oh.. forget say.. he gave me morning call this morning although he dun have to wake up so early.. hmz.. so nice.. kekez.. (dun say le.. =p)
hm.. then after that went for lunch at mac.. not hungry so eat ice cream.. cooling.. hmz.. while eating got police car come.. then cong ask Edwin to help him keep his thingy.. Hmz.. then the polices approached us.. want to see our bus past or IC and our handphone serial number.. hmz.. thought what happen.. so they told us that it's jus a routine check.. so they write.. scribble.. then call.. after around 10 mins like that they finally decided to leave man.. good.. cos everyone walking past or sitting around are all looking at us.. paiseh.. they thought what happent o us worz.. hmz. sianz..
After that went back to school for lesson again lorz.. sad sad.. on the way to class, pop by Foo office to tok cock.. sing song.. lolx.. hmz.. get to know about the schedule for my vacation till i graduate.. sad man.. what can i say?? study weeks so damn long.. but vacation is so patheitc.. dun wan talk abt it.. break my heart onli sia..
anyway, now i'm back in class.. typing again.. hmz.. gonna start drawing.. if not reali cannot finish on time.. then how? stay back and finish?? dream on.. even if i wan my teacher oso won't.. he close the door at 5.15pm sharp.. dun blog le.. maybe later ba..
Missing someone badly now.. msging him... sweet sweet.. muackz..
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Sunday, November 27, 2005
AHHhhhh... I'm turning carzy.. hmz.. sad that tosay is sunday cos tml is monday and that means that i have to see that Mr Teo again.. "shit" and y must weekend pass so fast.. it's like juz a split seconds ago it was friday.. and now.. sobb sobb..
was at home all day today.. slack and rest.. then after that online lorz.. cos my frenz ask me cha.. say that my online frenz "mogi" coming back into business.. haiz.. poor thing.. after all that had happen to her sia.. hmz.. no she stil have to earn money to support her so call "17 yrs old" bf.. sometime i jus dun understand lorz.. she's 21 and he's 17.. why must she go all out to support him.. call him a guy? dun think so.. it's seems more like a gigglo.. jus that the "bf" term sound nicer ba..
haiz.. dun wan talk abt it le lahz.. say le sad onli.. why gal becoming like that.. no respect for themselves.. anyway, made a few new frenz.. nice bunch of people.. hope to get to know them more.. can jio them go out.. tok cock.. sing song.. play mahjong.. lolx..
Hmz.. think i'll end here.. Blog again ba.. tml sure will blog de.. cos in com lab mahz.. sianz 1/2.. unless we change classroom.. and oh yahz!! tml Edwin gng to sch.. see what he gonna say and do to the new teacher.. later they tag team and we sure to die le lorz.. better not horz. if not i sure to kill uncle first de.. kekez.. gtg le..
Tk care peep.. miss miss.. muackz.. nitez!!!
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
hmz.. what to say?? a boring saturday.. nahz.. not really that bored oso.. cos went out.. walk around.. anyway, woke up around 12pm.. woo.. it's heaven.. cos everyday must wake up around 6am.. sobb sobb..
Then after breakfast went out with my mother.. She wanna go do her hair.. Cool right?? anyway, went orchard, heeren.. then while she was doing her hair then i took my brother see show.. go good right?? lolz.. so that's me and him went to watch "zathura" .. not reali a bad show.. althought eh game was a little lame.. but not that bad anyway.. and the whole time, my brother head was looking at his food more than the show ba.. cos he can't seems to understand the show oso.. lolx.. after that bought my mum and him some sushi.. went back to the hairdresser.. hang around awhile then went off.. (Meeting someone..)
Took a train to redhill from somerset.. while i was at somerset went shopping awhile.. bought some clothes.. cos there was SALE!!! (I love shopping.. ) anyway, met Norman there.. he promise to go to IKEA with me.. so from there, we took a bus to IKEA.. hmz.. stayed there til around 8.. go for dinner at Mac.. then after that he send me home le lorz.. Actuali he's a nice guy lahz.. sweet lorz..
sianz.. at home really bored.. but i guess it's better than i'm in school facing Mr Teo.. Yucks!!! Think i stop here.. Blog again tml.. tk care.. muackz..
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
*sigh* again worz.. hmz.. another day to waste.. in school frm 8-5 everyday but doesn't seem to really learn anything.. sobb sobb.. waste time.. waste money sia..
Talked to Foo just now.. somehow voiced out some unhappy thingy about the new class and teacher.. Told him about his teaching style.. talk too fast.. then dun reali explain well.. use profound word to explain simple term.. hmz.. pls lorz.. we ITE student know.. can make things abit more simpler?? Pls.. haiz.. hmz.. then after that told him about our class new displine.. he says that he instructed the new teacher to do one.. be more strict towards us.. cos previous module we are horrible.. haiz.. sad right?? hmz.. anyway, we oso told Foo that he kept talking about $money$.. then he say.. the new teacher (Teo) is direct.. if we were to convert the money into another word, it would be career.. and what's the bottom line?? "earning power = money" so it's stil the same.. juz that he uses the "not so" appropirate word to tell us.. hmz.. all the same lahz.. no difference.. talk to uncle Foo le oso dunno what to do sia.. sianz 1/2..
Time here passes so slow.. it seems like 1 hour = 1 year.. jus like under a kind of spell.. (like what jason say).. hmz.. the time seems to move backwards.. and goes slower and slower.. til it stop!! lolx.. no lahz.. maybe bcos the lesson really boring.. really sianz.. although it's not that we got nth to do.. instead we got loads.. and somehow can't finish but yet it seems so bored.. nothing to do kind of feeling lorz..
Hmz.. what more can i say when life is so meaning.. hope tml wil be better. much much more better ba... something i'm looking forward to about tml is that I DUN HAVE TEO LESSON.. tml 3 hrs all same lesson.. melinda de.. new teacher oso of cos.. not sure how she is.. but heard that she is frm bedok ITE.. and she better be good.. if not i reali wan to quit school le lorz.. or quit now.. then resume next year.. maybe wil be better ba.. sobb sobb..
Think i better stop here and do my work le.. if not no finish.. no home mahz.. Teo coming.. Blog again.. tata.. muackz muackz..
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What can i say abt school other than IT SUX!!! Never seen this kind of damn f**king teacher before.. Feel like punching his face.. Ahhh.. Can't he do something else?? Why must he always do the same old thing?? Maybe old man is like that de.. Old way of thinking.. Old way of teaching.. But please.. HELLO!! we're in the 21st century already.. Wake up can anot.. Stupid Old Donkey..
*sigh* Everyday do design brief.. concept drawing.. technical drawing.. no sianz mehz?? wah!! pengz.. anyway, he always say that we're like designer.. not student.. Sir, are u sure u treat us this way? Mark attendace oso like shit like that.. F**k You lahz.. what the heck is happening now man.. Can just ask him to leave?? But sad to say.. Foo say cannot.. sign contract.. must tahan him for one and a half year.. how to sia.. this one week is the worse week of my 17 yrs of schooling life.. never know a teacher as bad as him..
hmz.. sometime i dun understand why he bother to teach and talk.. no one is actuallly listening.. or should i say no one wants to hear.. he thinks he's great?? teach b4 poly so what?? failure in ITE lorz.. teach poly so F**king good right then go back lahz.. what for come here sia..
Edwin.. u better faster come back horz.. shoot him back.. *head shot!!!* hahaz.. dunno what u so busy with ba.. everyday oso working.. u reali need so much money ar?? support gf?? lolx.. anyway, congrats that u have found someone new le worz.. pic so sweet sweet de.. kekez.. (^_^)
Haiz.. stop here now lahz.. teacher looking at me.. better start to do the thing le.. if not later cannot finish sia.. blog again soon.. muackz ..
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Saturday, November 19, 2005
Is money everything?? Even in relationship?? I know i did promise him a LV wallet but can't he wait?? It's not that i dun wanna gif it to him.. Juz a delay in time.. Is it really so hard to wait?? Sometime i really wonder what kind of relationship are we actually having.. Is it something that uses money to continue?? Is it something that can never last?? I did ask myself about this many time, do i really love him to give him everything that i have?? Do i want him so much that no matter what he do or say to me, i can ignore??
It really breaks my heart at times when he says those hurtful words.. It feels like he had took a knife and stab it straight into my heart.. He did not even care my feelings and my pride.. why should i hold back and endure those kind of insults? why should i keep quiet and act as if nothing had happen?? Why am i still loving him when all he do is hurt me??
For i can say, he treats me good and do care for me.. but on the other hand, when he's angry, he'll start to turn a cold shoulder towards me.. he then starts to talk "rubbish".. Saying that i don't treat him well.. I'm not good to him.. I always end up speechless.. But not bcos what he says is true but instead, i'm heartbroken and saddness overwhelms me as i cannot believe he thinks that way of me.. After all that i've done for him.. He's not touched at all?? Not even a single teeny weeny bit?? What's kind of attitude is this?? Is this the way he treats me?? Is it right?? Sometime i do ask myself.. why do i still stay around and SHUT UP?!?
WHAT HAPPEN YESTERDAY??
Had a tiff on (17/11/05) and somehow almost broke up.. He seems to have time for everything except me.. and i on the other hand was fed up with what he had done..Stupid promises.. What's the point in making them when he don't even intend to keep?? Anyway, hang up the phone crying.. Called my ex to talk then after some time around midnight, he at last call me back and we talked about it.. Back together happily again.. Called me in the morning( 18/11/05).. It was so sweet.. But what's the point?? Going to end up quarrel again.. *sigh* What day i called him around 8.00pm.. Was disappointed again.. What the heck, he was playing game again and don't want to talk to me.. Is game really that important that he forget about his girlfriend?? Felt very piss off then hang up the phone.. On the train(8.30pm) he called me back saying that he;s gng to sleep.. Then i of course make noise.. He then say he wait for me to reach home then accompany to talk.. (8.45pm) While having dinner, he msg me..
HE: "Baby, how much are u transfering to me on monday??"
ME: "How much u need to buy ya wallet??"
HE: "How much u want to give me??"
ME: "Not sure yet.. but i can only transfer u the money on either monday or tuesday when my
frenz gif me back the money.."
HE: "What!? U lend ur frenz the money first instead of giving it to me?? And moreover, u did
not tell me?? "
ME: "She is my long time frenz and that time she really need the cash so since i have it then i
lend it to her first.. "
HE: "What if she dun wan to give it back to u?? Or she drag very very long??
ME: " I trust her and moverover, she's one of my good frenz.. Don't think that way when u don't
know the situation.."
--End Of Conversation--
What happen after the conversation?? What will happen to the me and him?? Will we still be together?? Will i still keep quiet about everything?? Only Time can shows........
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Hmz.. What should i say? Holiday ending soon.. and somehow it seems like i've lived through this holiday month in vain.. there's nth much that i do reali worth mentioning.. everyday seems like a routine.. no fun.. nth interesting.. sometime i wonder.. why live since life is so boring..
Another thing abt life is love.. haiz.. that's another sad thing.. so many heartbreaks.. and yet one won't give up.. it hurts once and again and always.. but why won't one give it up.. save from being hurt.. save from feeling the pain.. Always asked myself what actuali love means.. what will life be without it.. somehow it seems to me that life without love is much more wonderful in a way.. bcos u won't feel tied down or suffering from heart breaks.. but on the other hand, there is no one to share with u.. ya joy.. ya sorrow..
haiz.. everyday is the same.. hearing the same stuffs.. doing the same things.. what is life then..?? hmz.. i dunno lorz.. sianz 1/2.. then ppl always pester me for this.. for that.. haiz.. so busy how to do sia.. hmz.. suan le lahz.. u all oso won't understnad de lahz.. think stop here.. when i reali feel like writing then come in and crap.. lolx.. tk care all..
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
after some time alone to think, they finally talked to each other.. one day, the guy's frenz saw the gal in sch.. she told her that they're gonna go out later.. hmz.. the gal was excitied but scare to go out with the guy alone.. actuali asked on of his frenz to accompany.. but in the end, she did not.. didn't wanna to spoil the two love bird atmosphere.. lolx..
anyway, they went out.. went to bugis i guess.. had a great time i was told.. the next day saw the gal at mac.. she hint the guy's frenz abt it.. abt them being together.. they was glad for him.. happy for him.. .. at last he had his wish fulfilled.. but on the other hand, afraid that it was the start of a heartbreak..
although they were together but things weren't gng according to plan.. 4 days later.. tragedy.. sad as i can say.. they broke up.. the guy's frenz was not reali shocked cos ithey had kinda expected that but not as soon as that.. (oops)* and somehow the reason for their breakup was like... (i dunno how to say or put it..) somehow didn't expected to be that reason.. (uncle.. u all should know what i was saying..)
Life was bad after that.. the guy live a life of hell.. everything was bad for him.. he tried to talk the gal into being back together.. but she was firm in her stand.. no matter what he say or do, she's not gonna turn back to him.. as she did not want to break her promise.. her vows..
They tried to avoid each other in school.. and seldom talk.. (or should i say nv talk) for the next few days.. the guy's frenz were sad for him.. seeing him like that but there was nth much they could do.. the school project date was to due soon.. but the guy wasn't interested.. wasn't in the mood to do it.. he drag and drag.. his frenz tried to encourage him.. talk to him.. but it was like there was no use..
The day of the project... (what can i say?? Disappointed i guess..) his project was... not as good as what he can really do.. (guess he reali too sad.. or lazy?? lolx.. ) Anyway, towards the end of the presentation, the gal came to our class.. (suprisingly..) there was somehting that the guy wanted to gif her.. he bought it for her when they were still together.. so insisted in giving it to her although they were no longer a couple.. (touching..) somehow the atmosphere is a little awarkward.. not much of words is said between the two ex love bird.. when the presentation ends, the gal left for home.. (meeting frenz later mahz.. lolx.. )
holiday starts right after the presentation.. we're nt sure what happen between the gal and the guy.. will this slient still exist when they meet?? will they gonna stay like this always?? will they get back together?? so many question but no ans.. so it has to have to leave to fate to decide..
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