Boring school again!!! i just don't feel like coming to school.. it's sux!!! a waste of time and energy.. don't really understand the things that Teo say.. almost the whole of yesterday lesson, i figure out the adobe illustrator on my own.. sometime i wonder.. what for come.. *sigh*
Went to school this morning and reached mac around 8.40am.. "he" gave me a call at last this morning.. though i knew that he came back yesterday.. was glad that he stil remember me.. remember to call me.. but we somehow seems drifting apart.. and the gap between us is getting larger and larger.. there are questions which i wanted to ask him.. but somehow no words came out when i talk.. i wonder.. what we really are.. i've waited for ya return but u gave me a despair feelings when i talk to u.. why is it so?? i myself does not know the answer too.. there was once u did as me whether i wanna be your gf anot.. i told u that i did not know.. and i asked u the same question back.. u gave me a disappointing answer which i was hoping all along that u will not say that.. but in the end, u said it.. maybe it's fate that is playing on me.. fooling me.. what more can i say?? do i have a choice?? Althene.. Pkease help me.. Save me!!!
anyway side track again.. went to school.. got PE lesson.. ran the school compound one round.. (almost tk my breath away..) then after that do some cool down exercise..stretch till my skin wan to torn already.. my bones are breaking.. and my back is aching.. think i had not run for a long time already.. hmz.. nope~ i jus ran last week only.. after those stretch and tear we went to the hall for badminton.. Played 2 on 2 with Randy.. Geraline.. Chen Yi.. At first i tag team with Geraline.. then after around 1/2 hour later change.. I tag with Randy and beat Geraline their group.. Lolx.. We're call prince( wang zi) and they are the frog(qing wa) oops* anyway, Poor Geraline gal fell down on her butt.. *sigh* After PE went for a short break.. drank 2 glasses of watermelon juicce.. cool.. so hot and thristy man..
PE over le then now what?? Teo lesson of cos.. it's so bored.. we're gonna do adobe photoshop again.. and i have to start figuring out the keys and stuffs again.. anyway, before i really start lesson i was told to write something about myself.. my views and feelings of the school and class.. the socirty.. my plans.. direction and steps to achieve my goals.. state how many person there is in my famil as well as their jobs.. last but no least, i've gotta draw myself and my friends.. gosh!! *sigh* so kinda entertain him so write a little criticising him more i think.. at last start lesson after some commotion.. but don't understand what Teo is saying as well.. so started figuring out the different tools in the tool box.. hmz.. having a hard time..
Around 11.40pm.. Lunch!!! went down with Cong.. Geraline and Cheng.. Ate rice.. then after that Cong went out with Ivy to eat.. so Left with the three of us.. went to the student hub.. but only stayed there for awhile as the place is too occupied today.. so in the end we sat at the foyer and spent the rest of the lunch time.. before lunch end Edwin call me.. did not turn up for school.. but send Da Sao to school.. that's so "sweet" of him right? Then he came up for awhile.. stayed outside and talked.. after that he went home.. i think.. so now.. i'm back in class.. stil struggling on how to use the software..
Sometime i not sure what is the real purpose of life.. Sometime life really have no meaning.. Everything seems to oppose u.. Not goes smoothly as the way u want it to be.. why does it have to be this way?? All i ever wanted to find someone whom i can share my joy.. sorrow and everything with.. but i seems like god.. everyone u send down for me is not the right one.. is not the one whom i want.. he's not the one who will take care of me.. or who needs me to take care.. i hope.. one day i will find that Mr.Right.. who will not break my heart time and again.. not i will not break his heart too.. My guys friends out there.. sorry abput what i did to u in the past.. but all i can is that i hope u find ya Miss Right too.. cos i am not that one for u.. i wish u all the best.. and although we cannot be together.. but we'll always be friends.. good friends.. take care guys!!
Think i'll stop here then.. don't know why my mood changing again.. nowadays mood swing quite easily.. get upset amost instently.. I'll blog again when i feel better..
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Name: Candida Ng
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Age: 21
EggCrack: 15.01.1988
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