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Monday, December 19, 2005

It has been 3 days since i last update.. there isn't any much changes but things were going any better with my group.. Went to school with Randy this morning as usual.. Talked about alot of things on the train.. Somehow something make me sad.. Whenever we talked about our group, there are things that i do not know how to explain.. It jus changes my mood totally.. Leaving me feeling lonely and upset.. Why must friends be classified into "your group" and "my group"?? Why can't they just sit down and talk happily? *sigh*

Just now over hard then saying that Randy "Roti Prata" then another one say.. the one beside him even worse.. "prata with egg".. knew what they're actually referring to.. Somehow a gush of saddness wash over me.. Why do they say something like that?? It's not that i wan things to become like that.. And moreoever, it's u all who gave me the cold shoulder in the first place.. i did all i can for a change.. but i get none.. and worse still, the war get colder..

Class is as usual.. doing Adobe Illustrator.. Can't Teo do something more fun?? much more interesting than always drawing?? *sigh* It has been quite some time since he starts teaching us.. and to me, i think that i'm no better in knowing him compare to when i first did.. He's still a time bomb which may blow up anytime..

Break.. somehow i was not keen in going down but no choice have to as Teo have to lock the door.. (i think the teacher is scare that we steal the com..Lolx) anyway, today i went for break not with my group but with Randy they all without kelvin and jason.. sat down in the canteen talked about some stuff.. and somehow the subject turn into Shi Min.. What can i say about her?? i really dunno.. She has change.. but into something beyond what i expect.. Pls Zeus and Hades, change her back into herself.. I beg of u..

So now back in class blogging again.. tagging the tagboard in mine and Randy's blog.. I think i do agree with what he says.. If that is how they want to treat me then it's better to retreat early..

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To: Edwin

I know it always start as friends but no all.. When i say friends, i mean pure friends.. I'll choose wisely.. I dun wanna end up like u.. nor u wanna to end up like the past again.. It's not that i PENG.. I mean it's cong they all who gave me the cold shoulder first.. what more u want me to do?? i've been kinda like suffering.. in a way, they totally ignore me and i myself don't even know what the heck happen.. ya also not around.. everytime leave me alone and stil wan to say me.. sometime i already feel like crying already.. about me and Cong.. not i dun wan to say anything.. but it's jus that i don't know what is wrong.. what can i say?? i don't need people to mend that hole for me.. you think i don't want to settle it fast?? you put urself in my shoes.. if that is the way they treat u and ya all alone.. how would u feel?? u too take care of uself worz.. and hope to see u in school soon..

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To: Randy

First, i want to thank you for being there for me.. Without ya accompany these few days, i'm not sure how i can survive school expecially now when things like that happen.. I too enjoy ya company when it come to shopping.. Somehow we do click and like what we call ourselves.. We're shopping king and queen.. Hahaz.. And want to tell u that it's not u that cause the trouble in my "group" because when trouble is coming no matter what happen they'll still come they same.. so don't blame yourself.. i do agree on the "Red Eye" thing but we can't help it cos we really click too well.. hmz.. actually in the past we're already like kinda click.. it's only because of the relationship thing that drift our friendship apart.. so i guess, now we're back again.. the 5S!!! yup.. i agree.. they'll be always looking out for us.. like hunter looking for their prey.. shoot us any time.. anyway, there's no need to thank me.. i think we should thank God more.. Cos it's he who bring us together and let us click so well.. so i hope that we're stay this way or maybe even better friends.. i'm happy to know u.. (^_^)..

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Think i'll stop here for now.. gonna blog later if necessary.. Dearie, stil no msg or call from u today.. sope to hear from u soon too.. i'm really sad and moody today.. i miss u lots.. I enjoy talking to u last night.. and be careful when u move around.. i guess ya muscle is stil aching.. muackz~


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