A new year.. a new year.. and i do hope it's a new beginning.. there have been lots of ups and downs last year.. and i wish this year would be a better year for me.. especially the last few weeks of the year, it had been for what i say kinda worse.. friends giving cold shoulder.. hmz.. being assume as someone whom i am not.. gotten confused when it comes to love and stuff.. many many more.. i don't want talk abt it.. so hopefully, this year would be better or even great..
i'm here in school now writing this very piece of blog.. School is boring for all i can say.. no matter is this or last.. doing adobe photoshop again.. what more can we do?? anyway, this morning went to school with Randy.. hmz.. reach school at around 9am plus plus plus.. prepare for PE.. change and all..
PE LESSON hmz.. ran 4 round the school.. tired sia.. almost took my breath away.. *phew*.. my legs were numb.. was panting.. sweating profusely.. oh gosh!!! but okiez lahz.. stil can make it.. ran 2.4km in abt 14+mins.. ahh~ better than my sec sch result.. hahaz.. then after that play games.. played netball with the other class.. hmz.. scored 2 goals.. and Geraline fell bcos of the puddle or water.. poor gal sia.. scratch her hands and legs.. *blood*... eee.. i hate that.. but we stil won in the end.. the score was 3 to 1.. hahaz.. *yeah*.. hope like what Randy said.. we win at the beginning so hope that we will keep winning till the end!! woo!!
TEO LESSON what i can say is that there is no change at all.. eee.. what the heck sia.. always doing the same sickening thingy.. adobe.. hmz.. have to draw again.. my eyes hurt.. *ouch*!!! why can't be have a day of fun?? pls Zeus and Hades.. can u send him away and let fun comes in?? pls.. pity pity pls.. haiz.. don't wanna say much abt his lesson ba..
LUNCH went to Bishan with Randy and group.. hmz.. ate western food.. not bad lahz.. but jus kinda salty.. eee.. anyway, after that we walked around.. bought 2 ooks fro popular.. sales mahz.. nowadays like to read alot.. cos nth to do mahz.. no one to talk to oso worz.. sobb sobb.. suan le lahz.. later i finish reading le write book review.. kekez..
LESSON CONTINUE sianz ah!!! his lesson can never be fun.. never be interesting.. haiz.. draw and draw some more lorz.. what more is there to do??
SITI LESSON 3.06pm.. i'm sitting here still in the computer lab.. hmz.. jus now have been reading Narnia during my break time.. the more i read, the more it interesting the story get.. hmz.. dunno what siti want us to do for today lesson worz.. don't even know whether we finish our proposal anot.. *sigh*.. my group is always like tt de.. used to it can le.. oh.. now i see.. gotta do practical.. sianz 1/2.. hmz.. why can't we have fun fun lesson worz?? haiz.. my hands is so cold now.. fingers freezing.. ahh. cannot feeling anything at all. dun even know that i am typing or not..
========================================= TO RANDY: bought the book le.. read till page 217.. hmz.. don't angry lahz.. at most i wait for u lorz.. u read till there le tell me then i continue lorz.. okiez?? lolx.. hmz.. sianz.. don't read then i dun think there's anything that is worth doing.. so it's so so so so so nice worz.. so interesting.. woo.. i like.. kekez.. can't take my eyes off sia..
========================================= There are many sad sad things that happen last year.. especially during the last few weeks.. someone totally broke my damn heart.. hmz.. why do u have to be like that?? after all that we've said abt and u say ya not sure.. what is this?? (if ya reading this.. there is something which i want to tell u..) i did gif u my heart.. but all that i get back is disappointment.. it's not bcos of what i've given u that day.. but it's the way u carry ya feelings.. i've never blame u till today.. maybe we are really not meant for each other.. all the more i guess ya not the right one for me.. all my life i've been searchng for love.. but why is it when i thought i found it, it turn out not to be.. but when i really find it, i let it slip away..
========================================= WEI LUN: sometime thinking back, i realise that i've really done wrong.. i've let the person who cares and love me down.. i gave up my relationship with Wei Lun a few years back.. maybe at that time i was playful.. didn't really want to get serious.. i know he treat me good.. even till now.. he has always been with me whenever i need him.. he's the person whom i talked to when i'm sad.. he is my shoulder whenever i cry.. he is always there for me.. why in the past did i let him slip pass me?? why ?? what can i say to u other than sorry..
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RYAN: i know u've been very good to me.. but it's just that i felt very pressure.. u let me feel very tie up.. and sometime i really feel veri stress up.. not only when we are together.. even after we broke up.. i know that u've been torturing urself.. ya sis msg and email me to let me know.. but still i ignore.. cos i think i am not the right one for u.. i' sure u can find someone better..
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DARRISE: ya the oldest guy that i have dated.. but when ya with me, u always gif way to me.. and i know it has been quite diffcult for u.. but i thank u for those wonderful times and memories that u have given me.. it's ao sweet.. even ya mum was one of my fav people.. urs was a joyful family.. i know bcos of the age difference, i don't understand u much but still u tried to let me have my way.. even when i am so demanding to not let u go clubbing.. i'm sorry for the past.. i've been stubborn.. hmz.. one thing iwanna let u know is that.. u have to trust me more.. although i am young but i know what i am doing.. and pls.. i've never like ur frenz Richard.. so next time, trust ya gf..
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DON: u let me realise what love really is.. u let me have the feeling of really being with someone but not getting tied down.. we have been together for abt gng 2 yrs.. u let me know what jealousy really is.. i've cried upmteen times.. we do quarrel too but we always compromise in the end.. our relationship survive for so long.. but still in the end, i give it up.. maybe bcos i'm tired.. i tired of life.. of school.. and everything.. at that point of tme, i really love u.. alot.. u'ver been part of my life.. something that i does not want to live without.. but stil.. bui bu qi baobei.. wo dui bu qi ni.. wo rang ni shi wang le.. ke shi wo hai shi hen ai ni.. *sigh*
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there are so many things to say but so little time.. maybe i'll write again tml.. cos i know i'll be feeling sad and moody for the next few days or should i say week.. birhtday coming.. but no mood for that as well.. sad sad sia.. blog again soon..
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