What is my life becoming?? I feel like a failure.. what am i doing?? can someone jus tell me?? sometime, i jus wish i can die.. so that i do not have so much things to think abt.. not so headache..
Firstly, school is really getting on my nerve.. i cannot take it anymore.. the more i see TEO, the more he make me want to slap him.. can he stop revolving around me and my frenz and let us have peace when drawing and doing our stuffs.. it's irritating.. and it's rude to interfere and poke ya nose into people's business.. not ya problem bother so much for what worz?? it makes people hate and dislike u more and more.. sickening old fellow.. sigh.. no use to talk to FOO abt him oso.. teacher always side with each other.. what's the point.. want to see us all fail then they happy right?? anyway, many things happen in school.. especailly my groupie.. hmz.. think people nowadays getting more and more bored.. nth to do then wan to disturb us lahz.. sigh.. suan le lahz.. so childish.. but please.. TEO.. if u ever read my blog i wanna tell u this: I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE.. YA REALLY AN IDIOT TILL THERE'S NO MORE HOPE FOR U.. WHATEVER HAPPEN MIND YA OWN STUPID BUSINESS THERE'S NTH THAT U NEED TO KNOW OR DO.. JUS TEACH YA THING AND F**K OFF.. STOP BEING LIKE A BEE BUZZING AROUND US HEAR THIS THEN SAY THAT.. JUS BUZZ OFF..
sigh.. life sucks.. everything sucks.. what the heck am i doing?? everyday is so f**king busy.. no time for this.. no time for that... and bcos of the stupid workshop i've been sick for so long.. what sia.. jus hope i can one day sleep then dun wake up.. away frm problem and trouble.. everyday oso so sad.. so water tap..
that day i saw my ex on the bus home.. he with his another ex gf oso.. sia lahz.. i almost kill him that day.. so big deal.. ex onli what.. same title as me.. wan to gif me the f**k face.. stupid gal.. my ex scare she scolkd or say what come up the bus see me then smile.. give me that "try no dunno me" kind of face.. shit him lorz.. then if like tt dunno him for real better.. i dun have that kind of frenz.. no point..
ALICIA so sorry that i never attend the thing.. cos i was real sick.. and my mum dun allow me to go.. so so sorry.. dun angry with me.. =( dui bu qi.. stil frenz right?? sigh.. i really never meant to not go worz.. really.. sorry..
RANDY i wan to say sorry worz.. sometime i shout at u.. but not bcos i did it on purpose.. i tend to have a temper.. and sometime i shout i oso dunno.. cos i abit deaf.. so bear with it k?? thanx for always being there for me too.. =)
WILSON i'm sorry to neglect u these days.. it's that i'm real busy with the stupid sch things.. try to understand me abit can?? i've got alot of things happening at home.. it's really getting me veri upset these days.. so easily i wil lose my temper.. so please be patient with me abit.. sorry.. =) i'll try my best..
KEITH i saw ya bloggie.. so poor thing.. but i can do not much to help u.. it reali makes me feel veri helpless.. but all i can say is that no matter what i will be there for u k?? what is done is already done jus don't make the same mistake again.. i know what ya going through now.. jus bear with it k?? i know u will one day succeed.. =) stop drinking lahz.. not good for u.. dun make me worry horz.. know u won't de lahz.. kekez..
i think i'll stop blogging here for now.. if not i dun think i'll end.. too many things to say.. to scold.. to complain.. and so many ppl to apologise to.. sobb sobb.. hope that my world will turn better..
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Name: Candida Ng
Nickname: TangTang
Age: 21
EggCrack: 15.01.1988
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