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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

It's been a few days since i last blog.. Though many things happen during this period of time but i guess i won't elaborate much on it.. Holiday gonna end and school gonna start soon.. I don't know how lesson will be or who's gonna be my teacher but i guess no matter how or who it is, i'm gonna endure with it till the end.. I'm the one who chosen this path and therefore i will stick to it and walk the all the way through no matter what it takes..

To: Alvin
This few days had been the best days of my life.. I really feel the love and concern he shower upon me.. I've been going in and out of relationship and this time really feel that he's the right one for me.. The one whom i can entrust my heart with.. I feel secure when i'm with him.. Whenever i'm with him, there is this kind of special feeling which allows me to feel relax and comfortable.. Although at time, we might have disagreement and differences about certain things or ways we do our stuff but on the other hand, we compromise that.. Though we've been together for not very long but i'm really really contented just to be with you.. Dearie, before i know you, i never knew what was it like to look at someone and smile for no reason but now that i've known you, i know that i smile because of you.. Thank you for always being there for me whenever i need you.. For the shoulder that you let me cry on when i'm sad and lonely.. For the comfort and console which you said to me.. For whatever that you've done for me.. I'm really blessed to know you and as well as knowing that ya mine.. Sometime i might be stubborn and sensitive about certain issue and might over-react somehow.. I do hope that you will not take it against me and understand.. My past have done much damage to me and somehow cause me to be caution and more sensitive to some reaction under certain circumstances.. Dearie.. i will try to change my temper and ways but i need some time okiez?? Just bear with me for the time being.. Thanks dearie..

Hmz.. Dear god.. Thanks for letting me have such a great guy.. I'll promise that i'mm cherish him and not make the same mistakes that i've made before.. I do hope that he feel the same ways as i am.. I don't want to lose him.. (^_^)

Sigh.. Life have been the same other than my dearie part.. *winkie* Hmz.. anyway, holidays is going to end real soon.. Hope to see all my friends again and hope that ya all fine too..

Love Candy

A Never Ending Love

Friday, April 21, 2006

歌曲：只想爱你

我终于还是说了一句我爱你
还记得那个微凉夜里天空正飘着小雨
心跳的声音像舞动奇迹
你看着我说千万不要爱上你
因为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停
你那么冷静忽远又忽近
我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终于了解
原来为爱流的眼泪也是种甜蜜滋味
只想爱你当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己可以为爱那么坚定
只想爱你好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定究竟爱我还是逃避
sorry我还是不会放弃爱你
sorry我还是不会放弃
我还是不会放弃爱你

A Never Ending Love

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

It's the mid of the holiday already.. Time sure pass fast when you got nothing to do.. School gonna start soon and hell will come again.. somehow thinking back about what happen during the holidays really makes me very sad.. How i wish that it is not holiday now.. I wish i've got something to occupied my mind now.. The bottom line of each and every problem is a lesson learn..

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Been thinking about what had happen these past week.. From my home to friends to relationship and stuff.. Life is changing but for me, i wonder if it is changing for the better or for the worse.. It's been a month since my maid went back.. Somehow the house is getting and more and more quiet.. And i seems to be getting more and more lonely at home.. Wake up to find the house empty as my parents are at work.. And my brother has left for school.. Been trying hard to find something to occupy during that time.. At that point of time i felt so small.. So alone in thes world.. There seems to be no one i can talk to.. No one seems to care about me.. I am all alone..

Since young life seems to have been not easy on me.. I've gone through lots of things which i can say that not many had.. Or should i say not many will.. I've always tell myself to be optimistic.. To look on the brighter side of life.. It's seems to help me to console myself little now and then but in the end, i'm still the same.. Feeling hurt and depress.. Feeling helpless and lonely.. Dear father, why must u do this to me? Why is life playing tricks on me? I tried my best in all i do.. I give all that i can to people who i love and all that i ask for is just a little bit in return.. All i need is some care and concern, some attention from the people i care and love.. Is that very hard?? Or is that impossible??

Lately, many things happen between my group of friends as well.. Firstly, we seems to be getting further and further apart.. Haven not met up since the start of the holiday.. Sigh.. there are many things i want to say to my friends:

Randy
Thanks for always being there when i need a friend.. although you've got so much on your mind yet you are still willing to listen to me nag and pour my heart out.. I'll always be there for you too.. I'll be your listening ears and the shoulder which you can cry on.. I always take our friendship seriously too.. I'm trying hard to solve all my thingy and hope you do the same too.. What has happen is already the past so like you have said, look forward for the further to a new and better life.. Believe and we'll see.. don't worry about bothering me with your things cos what are friends for right?? (^_^) If you have anything just blog it up too and i'll always check it out.. I guess every problem has its solution so don't think about it too much.. Take care when i'm not around too.. Stay happy and cheerful no matter what happen okiez?? At times, don't think too hard on what people say but instead what you think.. You yourself knows what is right for you.. Follow your heart..


Pei Xuan
Though you don't really read my blog but if you happen to come across this, it's for you.. We might not have known each other for a long time but you are a nice friend i can say.. I'm not sure what happen to you lately but i hope that it's over now.. It's sad to see you so upset in school.. Always in a daze and not sure what you are doing or what you want.. Although you did tell us about the incident but we are still not very sure why.. I think the best way is to not think so much.. Maybe you'll feel better.. sometime things are not as complicated as it seems so maybe by thinking so hard, it might make the problem worse and as well as add up to your burden.. We don't wanna see you like that.. Our groupie really hope that you are alright and back to your old normal self again.. Take good care of yourself no matter what happen.. Remember, we'll always be there for you..


Cheng Yi
I think among all of us, you're the most fortunate.. You have such wonderful family.. So always stay that way okiez?? And if you really have anything on your mind, share it with us.. Take care gal.. Smile always and stay cute.. (^_^)


Geraline
Gal.. Ya the one always with problems about boys.. I know what kind of situation you are in.. My parents used to be like that too.. Sometime we just have to get on with life and soon i guess it will be alright.. School life are always like that.. Hard to adapt but seems that you are getting better compare to your last few modules and as well as i can see those effort you've put in.. Continue to work hard and i know you can.. We'll go to poly together okiez?? Strive and work hard.. Anything, call me and talk.. I'm always there for you too.. Knows what your heart wants and things won't be so diffcult for you.. Take care and stay pretty..


Edwin
Thank you for all that you have done for me.. Those encouragement and nagging of yours sure did a great job.. Anyway, i'm sorry that i have let you down regarding "that" but i do appreciate those 2 weeks.. And i did enjoy your company.. We're always friends.. I do hope that you will not avoid me because of "that".. U too take good care of youraelf and don't smoke so much if not i'm sure next time you must change lungs already..


Alvin
I think i've written quite alot.. Lastly before i end, I want to thank one more person who have broght joy and laughter to my life.. Thank you Alvin.. Since i know you, you've really make my life brighten up and i really appreciate that.. I too will always be there for you whenever you need me.. Ya someone i cannot do without.. Or should i say live without.. Take good care of yourself though i'll take care of you too..


Love Candy





A Never Ending Love


老鼠不在爱大米

你离开之后我要自己走
放开手不回头
窗外的云不停留

雨季快来到梦被吹着走
我的爱你不懂
爱情就象个黑洞

痛过之后要学会照顾自己
过去的忘记了
不再为你费心机

昏暗的路灯显得很孤寂
不要紧没关系
我要好好活下去

该忘记的忘记都当成回忆
说好了不哭泣
滑落泪水慢慢滴

有那么一天我已经失忆
就象老鼠忘了自己
曾经爱大米

A Never Ending Love

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