Sometime i wonder what life is.. Some people say that life is happiness whereas others sees it as a misery.. Many things happen in life to make us think and wonder why do we live.. What we are living for.. What is the meaning of life?? What is my meaning to living my life..
To me, life is short yet full of suspend.. You'll never know what will happpen next ot who you'll meet down the street.. However one thing for sure, life is never a bed or roses.. Even if life ever is a bed of roses, it will be like a bed of knives and thorns piercing deeper into your body with every advancing step you take.. Roses are pretty but what's terrifying is the truth that lies underneath that beauty which many fails to see.. It's just like.. Some might look well on the outside.. Friendly and cheerful to all but who knows what lies behind that fearful mask..
Life is full of choices.. Each and every road you step on, each and every desination that you've reach is the results of what you have choose in the beginning of your journey.. There is no others to blame for your fault.. No one to blame for your mistakes.. No one other than yourself.. Why do people tend to seek for soultions only when problems occurred yet not find out how to prevent the problems from arising??
I was born into this life and i have to accept the fact that whatever happen, i have to face each and every obstacles in my life even if it's against my will.. I was surprise with myself for the choices i made sometime.. How can something so right turn into a mistake yet something so wrong become right??
Did i made the wrong choice of being with you?? Did i made the right choice of leaving you?? Why do you have to break my heart letting it shattered into millions of pieces times and again?? Why do you have to keep quiet when i'm talking to you?? Why do you have to act as if nothing have happen when you feel that something is wrong.. Why do you have to leave at the time i need you most?? So many question but where is the answer?? I gave the key of that special place to you but you lose it.. You've lose that trust i built all these time..
=To be continued=
A Never Ending Love
ABOUT ME
Name: Candida Ng
Nickname: TangTang
Age: 21
EggCrack: 15.01.1988
Profession: Designer In Training
Contact: luv_candy_88@hotmail.com
Wishing List
iPod
Boots
Camera
Holiday Trip A new Desktop
Chanel Wallet
Repaint my Room
Tiffany & Co Ring