Monday, September 29, 2008
20 years.. you have been torturing me for 20 years.. all my life.. i've tried.. i want to be the best daughter.. but you are forever not satifised.. why?? you took away everything from me.. all my happiness.. each and everytime, you broke my heart and hurt me with your words.. you never spare a thought for me.. you have never think how i feel.. why must you make me hate you more each and everyday??
i tried to do what you say.. everything that you request.. why are you still not happy with me?? you ask me not to bother about you.. and you vice versa.. sigh.. are you sure you are my mother?? where in the heaven does a mother act the way you do?? you want my respect yet things that you do doesn't earn it..
i really don't know what more to say... what more can i do.. i'm tired.. at times i just hope that you will leave me alone in peace.. my head hurts.. heart aches.. i've got nothing more to day.. it's all about you.. you blew up even the slightest things.. what more can i do?? what more can i say?? i am nothing to you.. nothing at all..
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Saturday, September 27, 2008
Hahaz.. i think i'm crazily bored.. sianz.. took some pics with my lappie..
I think i am just bored.. sianz.. lolz.. Life is full of shit..
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Hahaz.. went to cut my hair yesterday.. did rebonding also worz.. woo.. find it abit weird.. but still alright ba.. sit there for almost like 5 hours.. butt pain.. sobb sobb..
hmz.. nice not?? abit weird right?? comment comment?? mummy say i look more young.. oh gosh..
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Been rotting at home for days. Oh my tian.. anyway, went to city hall today.. it was sure people mountain people sea (ren shan ren hai).. scary.. so many police and security around.. firstly, went to see ah liou at Raffles City.. hahaz.. poor her.. stand there so long.. talk to her awhile then walk over to Suntec.. Saw yum yum.. Hahahz.. then talk to her awhile again.. lolz..
Went to Marina Square to meet Jeff and Geraline.. Saw Jeff then waited somehow quite long before Geraline appear.. At last!!! Anyway, went to walk around.. looking for Jason's present.. walk for quite awhile cos got no idea what to get.. went to the wallet shop scan through tons and tons of wallets.. saw some kinda nice though.. but must remember.. we gotta find one that will matches Jason style.. so kinda like continue searching.. searching.. we went to times also.. see the organizers.. thought of buying for him.. but.. i don't know.. Then after that we walk over to John Little.. Shop around a little.. saw some nice wallet (goldlion) too.. then we saw tie and belt.. So after thinking we decided to buy a wallet, tie plus belt..
After buying all the present, Jeff went back.. then left me and Geraline.. Went to SaSa.. saw make up.. then talk and talk.. hahaz.. Oh yahz.. the F1 racing car.. OMG.. the sound is horrible!!! loud and screeching.. Geraline and my ear drum almost break sia.. After that we decide to go eat.. walk around but don't know what to eat too.. at last decided to go Raffles City food court.. everywhere is so crowded.. Ate pepper lunch.. woo.. nice nice.. after that we eat dessert.. Almond jelly.. woo.. veri nice.. hahaz..
Met up with ah liou and yum yum to go home.. walk to the MRT together.. took the train to Marina then back.. not that crowded though.. then suddenly moo moo call me.. ask me where i am.. then say he just finish class.. so say wanna meet me.. so i kinda alight at Dobhy Ghuat then meet him. He haven eat so i kinda cc him to go eat.. Carls Junior.. Oh my.. too bad i already ate.. so just drink.. after meal, we went back home.. moo moo took train with me to Woodlands then go home.. hahaz... so nice horz??
These few days has been real sianz.. everyday seems to be rotting.. School gonna start soon.. super sianz.. hope time just don't pass so fast.. want to find more things to do..!!!
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Went to watch that movie the day before yesterday.. OMG.. was a little scary though.. After the movie i was kinda afraid to see my own reflection in the mirror.. then i thought.. what if i move and the reflection still stays there.. smile at me... *faint* anyway, the movie was alright.. but not sure must watch thing.. the ending part was abit puzzling.. didn't know what actually happen then..
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
Been rotting at home the past few days.. sianz.. At last went to buy my bed yesterday afternoon.. Hmz.. but onli next saturday then they will deliver over.. OMG.. gonna sleep in a shaky and rocky bed for another week.. just hope that the bed don't break and fall..
Went to watch movie last night with my brother.. Sianz.. Watched Mama Mia.. It was nice though.. Very musical.. Interesting.. Kinda Romantic.. For those who like singing and romance, it is a sure must watch movie.. The plot was simple yet kinda exciting. The songs (ABBA) that they sang was retro though but it sure brings back those memories of the past when I was still young.. Hahaz.. It was nice.. The story plot goes like this...
20 year old Sophie (Seyfried) is preparing to marry her boyfriend Sky (Cooper) at her mother's hotel on an island in Greece. She seemingly has it all -- a carefree life, a loving fiance, and happy friends -- but one thing has been missing all her life: a father.
Her only wish now is to be given away by her dad at her wedding. By reading her mother's diary she discovers that she has three possible fathers. Sophie then secretly invites all three men to the wedding in a desperate bid to discover which of them is her father before the wedding bells start to chime!
But not all goes according to plan: old loves are re-kindled, new loves are formed, and Sophie risks everything to discover the true identity of her father.
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008
today is just tired.. yawn.. sigh.. my mind is blank.. dunno what to write.. sianz..
oh yahz.. talk to ZiWei jus now.. his result still the same.. then crap abit.. he say he will buck up next semester.. better horz.. then we talk about Samuel.. sianz.. wonder how is his result sia..
hmz.. super sianz.. woke up veri early this morning.. brought my granny to check up.. waited so long.. but good news.. she's alright.. no need to go back for any more check up.. hmz.. thanks god.. then after that went to eat at tiong bahru market.. the food there don't seems to be as nice as last time le worz.. hmz.. after that my aunt drop us off at Jurong.. then walk around.. i bought a red shirt.. dunno why i bought it also.. hahaz..
then after that at causeway point when my granny buying 4D, i saw shoes!! nice shoes on sales.. hahaz.. then cannot resist.. must buy.. lolz.. then i told the lady to take the size for me to try.. then after that my granny see le also like.. then in the end i bought 2 pair.. same one.. one for her and one for me..
hahaz.. see.. go out one day buy so much things.. better stay at home more.. if not no more money.. broke le!!! tml i want to stay at home and rot..hahaz..
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Hmz.. slept the whole day.. hahaz.. was in bed.. watching tv and playing game.. lolz.. so piggy.. anyway, brother bought rice for me for lunch.. and OMG... he thought i was a vegetarian.. he bought rice with veg.. one pathetic and some mushroom.. sobb sobb.. sad right.. then when i open his box of rice, wow!! so much things.. got fried fish fillet, chilli stingray and beancurd.. see.. he so bad right?? sigh.. this kind of brother..
oh.. after that i went out for dinner.. went to "Aijisen Ramen" to eat.. the one newly open at causeway point.. woo.. it was nice.. so full.. cannot finish.. i also watched the show "Money No Enough 2".. was nice.. touching.. the mother was really pitiful.. raising all her three sons up.. helping them when they are in crisis.. using up all life saving to help her sons.. and even give up her life to save Neo's daughter.. It was really sad.. when they wanted to send her to the old folks home.. it was in her death bed that the sons argument still continues.. no one knows her sadness.. no one saw her tears.. all of them only care about themselves.. no one has spare a thought for their mother.. there was a scene when she has diabetic as well as senile dilemma, her sons argue over the arrangement of who should be taking care of her and stuff.. Though in the end they all agree to have her over for a few days each week but they are treating her badly.. Mark lee made her mother sit permanently on the toilet bowl as she has difficulties and cannot control herself at times.. and Neo made her mother sleep outside the toilet.. so that people who come to their house will not see her.. Sigh..
Hmz.. i recommend you guys to watch this movie.. i think that it really touches my heart.. i feel that people nowadays have no respect for their elderly like their parents and grandparents.. come on.. your parents has sacrifice so much for you.. they help you when you are in deep shit.. the least you can do is to look after them when they really need it instead of sending them to the homes.. life is just sad.. when you look at people around you and the things that they do.. though you disagree but there is nothing much you can do or say..
Life is never perfect.. but perfect life doesn't equals to a happy life.. there are things in life which you think you need but actually don't and vice versa, there are things which you already have yet don't know how to cherish.. it is always when you lose it that you will understand the importances and life with regrets..
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Monday, September 15, 2008
hahaz.. really so bored today.. went to surf the web then remember i got "photobucket".. hmz. thinking back, it was ages ago when i join.. saw some pictures that i took with my ex classmate Hanis.. hahaz.. so fun.. miss those times.. anyway, back to topic.. i kinda like check put what is new and guess what.. i can actually do some simple editing and enhancing the photo.. Kinda like photoshop.. but it's jus simpler.. anyway, show u what i did..
Sigh.. i really got nothing to do man.. wondering now should i go out tml.. hmz..
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Sianz.. been home the whole day.. had nothing much to do though.. cooked lunch for my brother.. hmz. the other day had some left over chicken rice and chicken so i kinda like fry them.. Can you imagine.. fried chicken rice with chilli, corn and egg.. hahaz.. sound funny right?? but it was alright.. not so bad..
sigh.. watched the "disaster movie".. OMG.. it was bad.. i think the whole movie sucks.. it was suppose to be lame.. i know.. but i was even far worse than lame.. it was horrible.. the "meet the spartan" was better at least.. so people out there, if you think you wanna go watch that movie on the cinema, NO!!! don't waste that kind of pathetic money.. save it man~
Suppose to meet my mother at causeway point.. sianz.. don't feel like going.. then my brother face black again.. sigh.. as always.. don't care!!!
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Sunday, September 14, 2008
Oh my god.. my brother broke my bed.. hahaz.. he sat on the middle and suddenly i hear a loud "crack" sound and suddenly the bed kinda like broke a little half.. shitty.. then i complain to mummy.. humph.. then she say i can buy another new bed.. yeah!!! sianz lorz.. not my bed when i go up got sound.. stupid.. then jus not in the room.. i overheard my mother say.. " be careful.. don't break my bed also.." hahahaz.. so funny lorz..
hmz.. went to my grandmama house today.. help her with some stuff... then stayed over till dinner worz.. had lots and lots of food.. yummy yummy..
Lazy to blog more le.. will blog again if i feel like it ba.. Nitez..
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Saturday, September 13, 2008
I hate you.. i really really do.. it's always you who get me into trouble.. it's always you who makes things seems my fault.. i wish that there isn't you at all.. YOU ARE SO SARCASTIC EVEN WHEN I HELP YOU!!! why? WTF.. i don't owe you anything.. so get out of my life.. i don't want to be related to you!!!
Sigh.. quarrel with my freaking brother today.. help him fold the clothing (cos is his job) then i told him.. wow~ he wear so many clothes.. almost all is his shirt.. then he answer me like "so"~ whatever.. what the.. i was so angry.. but still tell him.. "you are suppose to say thank you instead of so" then he was like "fine! thank you lahz!" i was so so piss off.. ahhhhhh....!!!!!!!!!! then after that my mother shout from the kitchen.. scold me! what the heck.. i didn't do any shit.. and i'm the only one who gotten scolding.. BIAS!!! if you bloody love you son so much then next time ask him to do what u want him to do for you.. don't ever ask me cos i am not gonna do it anymore.. i am your daughter not your maid!!! now i know what is like mother like son.. both are the same.. not appreciative.. not helpful.. all so sarcastic.. humph..
i am so bored.. i want to go out.. but i'm lazy.. sianz.. jus saw kang kang blog.. the chalet entry.. hahaz.. so cute the ending video.. anyway, thanks you guys for inviting me.. it was fun.. (^_^)
Will blog again.. ~Labels: WTF
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