Hahaz.. was blogging during Chris lesson just now.. luckily he was kinda engaged with Daniel in some conversation to notice if not he will sure scold me again..
So bored.. i have so much think on hand to do but i just dun feel like doing it at all.. gotta submit VI project this thursday yet my group is kinda like only halfway through.. OMG!!! Shitty work..
Weekend seems to pass super fast.. Many things have happen through this week and i'm not sure about how i feel towards certain things.. sigh.. why must god play a spot of me? Why did i see something which i did not want to see?? Why did it makes me so upset?? Why am i crying.. Why?? I tried to believe you.. i try.. but why is it times and again u make it seems like you are not worthy of it.. Friends don't lie to friends and i believe u shouldn't.. If you think you can keep me like that in the dark, you are wrong.. How can you.. I treat you with all the kindness that i have, with all my heart and you, i am not your clown.. not a joke.. although i kept quiet and keep everything to myself but i am not dumb.. i don't want to lose you but i have my limit and i hope that u don't try to test my patient because i only have one nerve left for u and you are standing on it.. If letting you go is the best solution, i will..
Sigh.. didn't go for LKY lesson today.. was real tired and kinda sick.. felt a little bad when i saw him around the corridor when i arrive in school around 4pm for Rhino class..
Feeling very emotional these days.. tears seems unable to contain itself anymore.. i kinda break down and cry more often these days.. why.. why is my life turning into this..
Went to Raffles Hotel as my distant relative celebrate his 80th birthday.. hmz.. will update the pictures later when i am more in the mood.. i don't feel like doing anything now.. nope at all.. i just want to wrap myself up, crawl into bed and hide there till the problems all go away.. i am not myself and i hate it.. i want the once cheerful me back again..
A Never Ending Love
ABOUT ME
Name: Candida Ng
Nickname: TangTang
Age: 21
EggCrack: 15.01.1988
Profession: Designer In Training
Contact: luv_candy_88@hotmail.com
Wishing List
iPod
Boots
Camera
Holiday Trip A new Desktop
Chanel Wallet
Repaint my Room
Tiffany & Co Ring