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Thursday, February 26, 2009

What are we living for?? There are so many things that we worked hard for. However, it does not always work out the way we wanted it to.. We tried.. Studying, being filial, making friends, being in a relationship and etc... There are times which no matter how hard you try, it will never be you.. never be yours..

Despair.. That's how we felt.. Asking ourselves time and again what went wrong.. Isn't that the right formula to the maths question?? Isn't that what my mother wanted?? Aren't friends suppose to be believe in each other??

Life isn't like that.. It is not a formula which you can memorise and use it in maths.. It is not something which you can decide about what will happen next.. It is not yours to call for.. It is not entirely just about you..

Our life is created by many parts and pieces.. Everything and everyone plays a role in life.. Memories be it sad or happy are also crucial.. It will affect our mood when we thought about it.. There are things that one will remember for a long long time whereas others just for short period.. One will always remember bad memories compared to the good onces.. One will always remember the one bad thing that someone did to you rather than all the good things that the same person have done for you..

At times i feel that life is pathetic.. We cry, we laugh, we get angry over so many things.. So many different emotion that sometimes, we ourselves can't even handle it.. Why?? Are we really so vulnerable?? I wonder.. We get hurt through words.. Through others action.. We are always getting hurt as well as hurting others.. Why ?? Shouldn't life be good?? shouldn't living be something you look forward to?? Shouldn't you pray and thanks god every morning knowing that you are still alive?? but there are times when life is real bad that you wish you weren't alive.. you wish that you never have to face the music.. always living in shadows..

there are always swo many whys.. but there is never an answers to such questions.. It always depends on how you view your life.. How you make your choices.. how you want to live.. It is about you.. and only you can decide what kind of life you wanna led..

Love Candida

A Never Ending Love

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

School is finally over.. Need to finish up the Singapore Mint project and this term has officially ended.. Many things have happen.. But i'm glad that it has end too somehow or another.. Mummy send me an email.. i find the words inside interesting and meaningful..

Don't ever ever give up......

One day I decided to quit...

I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality... in fact I wanted to quit my life.

I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.

"God", I asked, "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"

His answer surprised me...

"Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"

"Yes", I replied.

"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them.

I gave them light.


I gave them water.

The fern quickly grew from the earth.

Its brilliant green covered the floor.

Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed, but I did not quit on the bamboo.

In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.

And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed, but I did not quit on the bamboo.

He said, "In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed, but I would not quit.

In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would not quit.

He said, "then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth.

Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant. ..

But just 6
months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall.

It had spent the five years growing roots.

Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive.

I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle."

He asked me,

"Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots".

"I would not quit on the bamboo.

I will never quit on you."

"Don't compare yourself to others."

He said.

"The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern.

Yet they both make the forest beautiful."

"Your time will come", God said to me.

"You will rise high"

"How high should I rise?"

I asked.

"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.

"As high as it can?" I questioned.

"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."

I left the forest and brought back this story.

I hope these words can help you see that God will never give up on you.

Never, Never, Never Give up.

It is right.. no matter how hard and bad life is for us, we should never ever give up.. Live our life to the fullest and never look back to regret.. There is never a second chance in everything you do therefore, once you've started, never give up.. Always remember that there are people around you who are like God, never giving up hopes on you..

Love Candida



A Never Ending Love

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

To my dearest Brother.. Happy belated birthday!!! (^_^) You are another year older.. Must work hard and be good k..




Went to Swensen to eat with my mother and brother yesterday.. Celebrate my didi birthday.. Yippie.. It was nice.. A warm cosy dinner with people who you love and love you..

Love Candida




A Never Ending Love

Monday, February 16, 2009

These few days have been chaotic and it sux.. I don't want to argue and quarrel anymore.. you can say what you want to say.. I don't want to know about it.. As long as i know that i am conscious about what i am doing then it's alright.. I'm tired.. I just want to go my own way.. So let whatever you want to say be it then.. There is nothing that i can say to make u believe that i am not such a person.. Be it whether u heard the tales from someone or u hear it urself.. If u want to continue believing that i am such a person then there is also nothing i can do..

Anyway, i want to also apologize for what i have previously blog.. i guess being angry i was harsh and stuff.. i mean i should be objective about the things that i blog.. Shouldn't comment on a person outlook..

I am enlightened.. I shouldn't have bother what others think about me as long as i know that it is not true.. What is important is to show and prove to them whether anot they want to see.. Anyway, at this point of time, it is a moment of seeing who is true and who is not.. Thanks boy for always ensuring me that no matter what or who brings me down, you will be beside me, supporting me.. And lastly, thanks for all my friends who stood by my side..

Love Candy

A Never Ending Love

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EggCrack: 15.01.1988
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