What are we living for?? There are so many things that we worked hard for. However, it does not always work out the way we wanted it to.. We tried.. Studying, being filial, making friends, being in a relationship and etc... There are times which no matter how hard you try, it will never be you.. never be yours..
Despair.. That's how we felt.. Asking ourselves time and again what went wrong.. Isn't that the right formula to the maths question?? Isn't that what my mother wanted?? Aren't friends suppose to be believe in each other??
Life isn't like that.. It is not a formula which you can memorise and use it in maths.. It is not something which you can decide about what will happen next.. It is not yours to call for.. It is not entirely just about you..
Our life is created by many parts and pieces.. Everything and everyone plays a role in life.. Memories be it sad or happy are also crucial.. It will affect our mood when we thought about it.. There are things that one will remember for a long long time whereas others just for short period.. One will always remember bad memories compared to the good onces.. One will always remember the one bad thing that someone did to you rather than all the good things that the same person have done for you..
At times i feel that life is pathetic.. We cry, we laugh, we get angry over so many things.. So many different emotion that sometimes, we ourselves can't even handle it.. Why?? Are we really so vulnerable?? I wonder.. We get hurt through words.. Through others action.. We are always getting hurt as well as hurting others.. Why ?? Shouldn't life be good?? shouldn't living be something you look forward to?? Shouldn't you pray and thanks god every morning knowing that you are still alive?? but there are times when life is real bad that you wish you weren't alive.. you wish that you never have to face the music.. always living in shadows..
there are always swo many whys.. but there is never an answers to such questions.. It always depends on how you view your life.. How you make your choices.. how you want to live.. It is about you.. and only you can decide what kind of life you wanna led..
Love Candida
A Never Ending Love
ABOUT ME
Name: Candida Ng
Nickname: TangTang
Age: 21
EggCrack: 15.01.1988
Profession: Designer In Training
Contact: luv_candy_88@hotmail.com
Wishing List
iPod
Boots
Camera
Holiday Trip A new Desktop
Chanel Wallet
Repaint my Room
Tiffany & Co Ring