i am not sure why am i feeling this way.. there seems to be a hurting feeling somewhere.. a certain pain that i cannot identify.. life seems to always make fun of us.. that we hope for will never come.. but once the situation change and u kinda detest it, it will come knocking on your door..
I used to hate you not going out.. always staying at home.. not being able to accompany me.. but now.. why does things seems to be different?? why am i feeling the other way round.. i don't want you to always stay out late.. i don't like it when you go out with others to the wee hours.. i don't want to always call you and you not answer.. i hate those feelings.. i know that and understand about those things that u say to me.. and i do understand that you seems to be his only few friends in singapore.. but.. at times.. i just can't take it.. for christ sake.. u are my bf.. and i need you more than anyone else.. but at times, the feeling that you gave me.. it seems like i am just anyone..
i need you.. there are already so much struggle in life and yet.. i feel all alone at times.. i feel empty.. i feel the pain..
i am wondering.. hoping.. that you will be home later like what you said.. and not somewhere else..
all i can now is that we have been thru so much to be together.. i do treasure.. i love you.. i don't want to quarrel.. to argue.. i'm sorry if i did said anything wrong.. but i hope you know how i feel too.. ("v")
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ABOUT ME
Name: Candida Ng
Nickname: TangTang
Age: 21
EggCrack: 15.01.1988
Profession: Designer In Training
Contact: luv_candy_88@hotmail.com
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